So...i'm kinda getting started on my saving...i finally got a check after like months...even though i still need like three more that they havent sent me..and when it totals all up i should have a total of liiike $900-something dollars....soo for sure i'll be able to reach my goal for the end of the year...

I should save up for like awhole year..and then i'm pretty sure i'll have enough when i decide to move on out...which will be the SHIZA!!!

but a thing i'm deciding on is..whether i should do the roomate thing..or just live by myself.....part of me wants to live by myself cuz well it'll be my own little sanctuary i'll be able to do wut i want when i want..i could throw parties and let friends stay over...ooor i could even walk around my place naked..lol..oh wut a liberating experience that is!!!..lol

buuuuu then...the paranoid scardy cat in me is soo worried about being like held hostage or someone breaking in and just doin who knows wut...plus i'm pretty sure i'll feel abit awkward and just weirded out by living alone...it's creepy...i always hated being home alone...ya know...like i would always spoke myself..lol..i ono..i'm weird like that...but yeah...i mean i'm sure i'll like invite ppl to stay over like everynight sos i dont get all scared...any takers...lol...

ut yeah..i think i will save up for like another year or so....i mean i also gotta hve enough money for like supplies and wut not..i'm not gonna go there and like not have a tv...or a computer.....i feel soo technologically dependent...lol...i'm prrreeety sure i just made up a word with that one....

but yeah....i'll save up for another year...i'm soo gaonna have enough money by then....aaannnnnnnddd i'll try and get back to the whole school thing....ya know sooo i can like get a way better job and wut not...but yeah....i mean i can also just paint pictures and like sell them on the streets..lol...ooooooo......i just had an idea...i can raise more money by selling pictures and paintings...ok ok...i'm making progress already...lol

hey i mean i can probably get started right now..anyone wanna buy a painting or a drawing  from me it'll go to the "help john get a place fund"...lol...yeah..i can like even draw stuff for you if you'd like...you name it...we'll come up with the price together...lol

buut yeahs.....cant wait and wut not......yyyuuuuuup...i know foooor sure once i get a place there WILL be a party..lol...mos def....and i'll invite everyone (that i love and trust that is...)..but yeah..it'll be fun...

Ok loves wish me lick..i'm daaarn sure i'll need it...

*Kisses*