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Title: You Are My Light, I am your hope
Authors: ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) ulfricbodyguard bloodyrosered
Pairings: Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles
Raiting: NC-17, J2, AU
Summary: : Jared's a cop Jensen has just been arrested. They both have problems. What do you do when a stranger saves you from your mother and from jail?
Authors Notes: In first chapters its just PG-13. But only in first chapters. POV Jens and Jared.
Chapter OST: Enrique Iglesias - Ring My Bells
Disclimer: We don't own those characters. All things which happen in the story are only in our imagination
Baner is maded thanks to amazing and gentle manip of eremir
CHAPTER 6
Ring my bells, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Sometimes you love it
Sometimes you don’t
Sometimes you need it then you don’t then you let go
Sometimes we rush it
Sometimes we fall
It doesn’t matter baby we can take it real slow
Cause the way that we touch it's something that we can’t deny
And the way that you move oh you make me feel alive
So come on
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
You try to hide it
I know you do
When all you realy want is me to come and get you
You move in closer
I feel you breathe
It’s like the world just disappears when you're around me oh
Cause the way that we touch it's something that we can’t deny oh yeah
And the way that you move oh you make me feel alive
So come on
And ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
I Say you want,I say you need
I can tell by your face you love the way it turns me on
I say you want, I say you need
I will do what it takes and I would never do you wrong
Cause the way that we love is something that we can’t fight oh no
I just can’t get enough oh you make me feel alive
So come on
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells
I Say you want, I say you need
I Say you want, I say you need
Ring my bell, ring my bells
Ring my bell, ring my bells.
- Well I guess that you could teach me the things I don’t know. – I smiled a little and nuzzled into the hand that was lying in my cheek.
- My pleasure... - I beamed at him at last some of the weight in my chest disappeared. He wasn’t pushing me away as I thought he would.
- Do you need something from your place? Clothes anything?
- Yeah.. – I shrugged my shoulders. – Some clothes but most of all I need my gun. It’s in the nightstand. – I felt naked without the weight of the holster I had gotten used to over the years.
- Here there are enough guns I guess… - I didn’t tell him from where they came. – You can check in my room and to choose whatever you like until I bring you yours. Ok? – My hand gently touched his face.
- Okay... – I nodded slowly, choosing not to bring up the matter of illegal firearms for the moment. I was a cop but I wasn’t that brainwashed.
- I’ll go then… - I opened a little safe behind one of the paintings on my wall and took out a heavy desert eagle. – Like I told you I can take care of myself.
I stopped at the door and came back. I couldn’t leave without the taste of his lips again. I bent down and my lips finally touched his a little bit shy and unsure.
I smiled when I saw him coming back and in a second there was that sweet kiss that made my toes tingly. My lips moved against his wanting to taste more of him and I sighed happily.
I felt the taste of his lips one more time and now I couldn’t just go like this. Didn’t know what exactly I was doing but my tongue slid gently in his mouth. I was drawn to that taste. So fresh like spring water. Jared was a mystery. So kind and friendly and so distanced sometimes, deep inside his own thoughts.
I shivered at the probing wetness I felt between my lips and my tongue tangled with his encouraging what he was doing. Damn, I was already addicted to his kisses. All the aches and bruises blended into the background in a second.
I moved on the couch next to him just on same way like we was yesterday before he to leave. My hand rise and sunk in his soft dark hair. I could kiss him forever. The touch of his tongue was a little bit cold like a cool wind in the summer heat. I could feel how my heart was beating faster and faster. It was like a madness entering my mind. What the hell was I doing. He was hit by a car and I was kissing him like I’ve never kissed anyone before.
I whined deep in my throat, overwhelmed by all the strong sensations assaulting my body at the same time. I inched closer to him, my chest pressing into his shoulder lightly and deepened the kiss sucking on his tongue which was driving me crazy. My hand rested on his upper thigh while his fingers were moving through my hair.
I should stop this before I hurt him. And I could feel my own desire growing in my veins. But the way he sucked at my tongue just drove me crazy. I wanted it deeper. My breathing was so heavy at the moment. A billion sparkles were running behind my closed eyes. It was so hard to step back.
- You are hurt Jay… - I couldn’t recognize my own voice. It was heavy and deep, full with desire and I could even feel my jeans were being tight for me. I couldn’t do this to him after the car accident. – I think I have to go… - My finger moved over his lips following the wet line my tongue had drawn and I licked my own lips to taste him again.
- Don’t go... – I whispered hoarsely and nibbled on his lower lip dragging my teeth along it. – I will call the guys form the police station to bring some things here. If the members of the gang see you near my place, they might attack you. – my fingers were moving in lazy circles along his leg.
- Jay… - my breath wheezed out of my lungs. His fingers on my leg…Breathing was getting harder and harder for me, and his teeth… A heavy moan came out form deep inside my chest. – You are hurt… - my voice was trembling and my eyes were closed, I was falling apart in his hands.
- I just wanna taste you.. – I exhaled against his skin and licked a line along his neck humming at the sensations rippling through my body in little hot and cold waves. I sucked lightly on the spot above his pulse point not wanting to leave a mark and pressed more firmly into his side.
- Jay… - I moaned his name and my fingers dug deeper in his hair. It was so amazing to feel his lips on my skin. I was melting in his hands like ice in the sun light. My body moved closer to his. Even if I wanted to go right now, I couldn’t with all feelings he was creating in me. My head fell back to give him all what he wanted from my neck and I trembled in his embrace. My other hand was shaking, with slow moves my hesitating fingers touched his leg. I could feel the strong muscles under the jeans.
I continued my assault on his sweet skin, completely washed away by the closeness of his heat and body, the small sounds of pleasure was making and the way the muscles all over him were contracting because of my lips. I sighed heavily as my tongue moved up and down to the hem of his T-shirt and back to his jaw.
I felt my body like a leaf in the wind under his touch and lips. I got hard pretty fast under his moves and his name came out of my mouth like a moan. I couldn’t to anything. I couldn’t go out like this with a hard cock in my jeans, and I definitely could not leave him alone right now. My body was burning with desire and my shacking hand was moving up his leg. I was wondering what it would be if I touched him…on a place where I had never touched anyone except myself. So my hand slowly rose to the front of his jeans and with unsure gentle touch I squeezed there. I could feel that the same was happening to him and Gosh! He was big. But his kisses were so gentle that I quickly forgot that I was even thinking.
A throaty moan came from my lips when I felt his hand gripping me through the rough material of the jeans. My breath stuttered and my head spun. God, I hadn’t done this in so long... I rested my forehead against the broad expanse of his shoulder and drew several gasping breaths. My hand covered his and I brought his palm up kissing it gently. For someone who hadn’t done this before he was coming around pretty quickly. But I was still weak for that sort of thing, I blinked the dark spots from my eyes.
- Jay? – my voice was so heavy. I couldn’t feel my tongue from the strong desire running through me. – Do I did something wrong?
I was confused. I didn’t know that I was doing something wrong. I just wanted to make him feel good the same way he was doing this with me. It was my first time but I wasn’t going to leave him to deal with all the things alone.
- You’ve got amazing hands, it just got a bit too sparkly for a second... – my vision was no longer swimming. - Just relax, okay? – I started sucking on his neck again and my hand moved to his jeans. I dragged my fingers tightly along the hard line I found there. I couldn’t handle and orgasm right now but I wanted to show him how it could be.
- Jay but… - I stopped his hand no matter that I was burning. – I don’t want it like this. I want to share it with you…Together… Oh God… - He was sucking my neck so amazing and my head started to spin around.
- I started this, let me finish, Jen... Wanna see you come apart. – my lips moved to his ear as I spoke the words and then I drew the soft part of it in my mouth, worrying his flesh between my teeth.
- But…I…You…Oh… - A drunk man probably could talk better than me. And I just left myself in his hands. He didn’t give me permission to touch his most sensitive parts but I wanted to feel him. – Jay…Can…I…touch…your…skin…under…the…shirt… - I was moaning every single second. He was working on my skin with his lips like an artist.
I froze for a second, glazed mind reeling. My upper chest was covered in scars from the bullet holes. I was very conscious about them, never took my shirt off in front of someone else. Even if I was making out, it didn’t come further because I freaked when people wanted to see me half naked. But if Jen didn’t reach too high... I swallowed and took a hitching breath.
- O-okay... – I said in the end and continued to work on his neck while my fingers deftly unzipped his jeans and slipped inside. “Don’t freak, Padalecki” I kept repeating myself. He wasn’t trying to undress me after all..
When I felt the touch of his fingers inside my jeans I moaned deeply my hand was so fast finding the way under his shirt. My fingers were barely touching him. So soft and gentle skin and so strong muscles…My hips made a move looking for more of the touch of his hand till I was fighting to take a breath. I could feel the signs from the gunshot…I was want to kiss them one by one.
- Jay… - I moan again his name. – I want to kiss your scars. – My voice was full with love and desire.
This time I did actually freeze, my whole body tense. His words echoed in my head like a hundred church bells.
- I... I c-can’t – I managed to squeeze out through my parched throat as my heart was beating in my ears. I drew away slightly and tugged my T-shirt securely around my waist. I inhaled staggeringly and shook my head. – I’m sorry, I can’t. – that was a part of me I was ashamed of and wasn’t ready to show anyone yet.
- Jay… - my eyes were full with something between sadness, bitterness and desire. I took his face in my hands. My lips gently touched his. – I won’t hurt you Jay and I won’t look away if I see them. I didn’t fall for you because of your body…I did because of your heart… - My hand fell on his chest where his heart was beating. – And your soul…
- But... They’re ugly.... – I whispered brokenly. My eyes glistened with unshed tears and I moved to the other end of the couch wrapping my arms around myself. God, I was totally whacked in the head, but the fear that he would be repulsed from me was like something alive that was choking me from the inside. Every time I looked in the mirror I was reminded of what I had lived through, I couldn’t forget and so the pain never really went away.
It was like my heart broke peaces when I saw him like this.
- Oh Jay…what the hell did they to you… - I moved to him again. My fingers moved his face and made him look at me. My lips gently took the tears in his eyes. – Maybe they are, but you are not. – He was like a scared child. I kept kissing him gently drinking his tears away. – I’ve never touched another man, Jared, and I’ve never loved before…You taught me what it is to be loved and someone to care for you…Let me teach you that don’t have anything ugly in you.
I looked at him with wide terrified eyes as I struggled with myself. I swallowed heavily and drew in a shaking breath searching his gaze for any trace of a lie. When I couldn’t find any, I ran out of excuses and my trebling fingers let go of the ends of my shirt. If he wanted to see so badly, let him see while he could still go without killing me.
- Just trust me Jared. – I said with a calm voice. I had never done this before but I guess it wouldn’t be much different than the things I used to make with women. Slowly I took his shirt off. I watched his chest. For him those were ugly scars, for me they was heroic symbols. I touched each scar gently kissing his lips, in beginning I wanted to relax him. My lips were moving down to his neck where I barely kissed his skin and my tongue just touched him playfully. Then my head moved down kissing the first scar with all the love in my heart. For me he was beautiful, he was just perfect.
I watched him dumbstruck when instead of disgust in his eyes I found only love. Still my body remained rigid until I felt his lips on mine and the gentle touch of his fingers over each of the seven spots. Then he moved down. I gasped surprised when his lips found the first scar and the muscles in my chest rippled.
- God, I love you.. – I whispered in awe as I ran my fingers through his hair, the heat crawling slowly through my veins. I just couldn’t believe it. My heart was beating like mad against my ribcage as if trying to touch Jen.
I raised my head just for a second.
- You are not beautiful Jared… - I was silent for a while meeting his eyes, then I smiled. – You are just perfect…
My lips followed the way to the second scar. I kissed him gently and my tongue danced with slow moves over the damaged skin. I did the same with every single scar on his body. All the way when I was kissing him showing my love and that he can trust me my fingers slowly were following the way of my lips.
Soon my head fell back against the couch and my lips parted in a breathy moan that was literally coming from my soul. I had surrendered to him – body, heart and mind. He had just won me over. His lips were scorching hot against the sensitive skin he was kissing. My hand was massaging the nape of his neck and his feelings washed over me with every feathery touch.
Finally I get over his fears just with my heart. It wasn’t so hard I guess, but now was coming the part which was scared me a lot. I was full with desire to feel him, but also a fear, fear from unknown to be with a man…My lips took the way back kissing again each of the scars till I finally find his lips. I sealed them with a soft kiss.
- I’m scared too Jay…its not only you…
Chapter 7 comming soon... |
