My eyes snapped open in an instant and then darkened at the sight of the man with the gun at Jen’s head. My hand that wasn’t visible because of my lover’s body slid under the pillow unnoticed gripping the butt of the gun I always kept under there, just to be sure. I hoped Jensen had noticed what I was doing.

My eyes saw Jared’s movements. I cursed in my head because my guns weren’t around. I thought that we were safe here and that the people after Jay didn’t know where he was. Well, big mistake that I forgot about my mom. She probably hired someone to watch my life and now she couldn’t accept that I had a boyfriend.

-         Randy…When will you get tired of running after that old witch’s wishes?

I took a careful breath, appearing to be frozen but my mind was working furiously. Then my eyes narrowed to slits. In a flash I had my gun out, Jen securely behind me on the bed. I shot the assassin in the knee watching blood and bone fly through the air. Then I kicked away his gun, bringing my fist into his face repeatedly.

- Jen, get the gun! – I may appear to look like a puppy but I was a policeman nonetheless. There was little I hadn’t seen.

      With a fast move the gun was in my hands.

-         What does she want this time Randy, to destroy my life again?

-         She-she-she just wants you back home and far from this whore… - the killer mumbled.

That was the limit I could handle, my leg delivered a strong kick to my mom’s hit man’s face.

-         Call him that one more time Randy and I swear that it’s not only your knee that will be hurt. Next time it will be your brain! And now bring her a small message. If she doesn’t want the whole fucking world to know the truth about her, she better leave us alone!

- Well, come on then, you piece of shit... let’s see how many years we’ll put on you... – I got a pair of handcuffs from the drawer and pushed the man roughly to the ground landing with my knee on his back. I yanked his hands behind his back locking them and opened my phone, dialing the station. – Yeah, Stacy, I need a couple of my boys down here to pick up some trash. Thanks. – I hung up. – Very foolish to attack a policeman, pal…

      I turned back to Randy and Jared and took my phone.

- That was very foolish Mary…

- I see that you already met Randy… - her sugar voice came from the other side of the line.

- Yeah and now he has some problems with his leg and with the law. It will be very interesting if he mentions to them who hired him to do this.

- We both know that he won’t.

- What do you want?

- You to come back home and to leave that piece of shit.

I locked my jaw angrily.

- Listen carefully bitch you are out of my life and if you call him that one more time, the whole world will know the real you. Got it? – I didn’t wait her respond and closed the phone. My body was shivering madly.

I was watching him with concerned eyes but I did not let the killer out of my sight. The police sirens could already be heard.

- Maybe we should kill him… - I said with a cold voice. – She is never going to give   up.

- But he is. He’s not getting out of jail any time soon. You have my word on it.

I smiled.

- You don’t know her Jay…Not even a little…I’m sure that when Randy gets me back home , I will probably be raped by him just so that  my mom can prove to me that I’m taking the wrong path.

- She won’t get you back. And if you… - I leaned down and hissed in the man’s year. – If you come after him again, the next bullet will be between your eyes. That’s a promise.

- Dude listen to him…You don’t know her…And yes her plan was just as Jensen said. She said that I should rape him and beat him after I dragged him back to the Winchester residence…

- Nothing new under the sun… - I put my ass in some jeans because I didn’t want to put dirt on Jared’s name.

- Then let’s see if you have what it takes to do it with. – I turned him around and put a hand to his throat. – Just to be sure. – I put my gun to the front of his pants and pulled the trigger. The man started screaming. Then I got up and dressed myself just as the cops arrived. – Get him out of here, he’s bleeding all over my floor.

- Yes, sir! – The assassin was dragged out.

I smiled and looked at him. I was sure that there were no more cops.

- That was rude but you did it to save me… - I said with sparkles in my eyes. I took   some quick steps closer to him before my lips hungrily covered his.

- You’re welcome… - I mumbled, devouring his taste with the same passion. I may be angry but I was still a cop and killing an unarmed man was against the rules.

- She won’t give up Jay. I don’t know why she needs me but I know that she does…

- Well, I need you too, so she better back off… - I leaned my forehead against his, hugging him around the waist.

- No one can separate me from you. I’m yours. But this doesn’t mean that no one is going to try it.

- Well, they can try all they want. I’m going to say a few words to the boys and I’ll be back, okay? – I stroked the side of his face and walked, still limping a little, downstairs.

That wasn’t good well at least the people who were after Jared weren’t here too. Damn, why me? Why from all of the kids in the world did I get the biggest bitch for a mother! I went to my desk and opened it, taking out the heavy Desert Eagle gun. Now I felt safe. And yes, now I could kill even my own mother.

After ten minutes I was finished with my statement, the killer was loaded into the ambulance flanked by three police cars on the sides and the rear. Then I sighed heavily, rubbing a hand across my face and went to the fridge, happy to find some cold beer there. I got one and leaned on the counter, shivering a little. If that gun had been pointed at me and not Jensen, I wouldn’t have been able to move even a finger. Like a caged bird.

Finally I heard the sound of an empty house and I went downstairs. While Jared was doing his job I received a phone call. My palls from the street Mike, Steve and Chris were telling me that my mom had started digging around about Jared too. That wasn’t good. If she united with the guy who chasing Jared, we were totally screwed…and not in the amazing way from yesterday and this morning.

I was still drinking my beer wondering when Ramirez would make his move. I knew he was ruthless and waiting for so long wasn’t typical for him. He had to be planning something big. He must already know I had survived the car accident. I had a bad feeling in my stomach about everything.

- Jay do you want the good news or the bad news first? – I said taking him out of his thoughts.

- I think things might not be as easy as we thought. – I raised my eyes to Jen’s. – I have a bad hunch and that isn’t good.

- And you are right…The bad news is that I received a phone call from my pals on the street. My mom has started to dig around about you. I guess she saw that I wouldn’t come back home even if she put my life in danger and now she is looking for my weak spot. If she finds out about Ramirez, they would make a deadly combination.  And the good news is that my friends can help us and I love you… - I smiled on the last words and took his chin with two of my fingers kissing him gently trying to clean the worry from his face.

I allowed my uneasiness to be melted away at the touch of his mouth upon mine and I circled his waist with my arms drawing him closer to me. His mother and Ramirez, God, it would be hell if they found each other.

- Don’t worry Jared… - I whispered against his lips. – My friends aren’t playing with the big sharks but they are too pro for that game. They can clean everything just for fun…

- I really hope so… - I mumbled with half-closed eyes, my fingers stroking the line of his spine through the shirt he had hastily put on.

- They also taught me how to fight. You are not alone and you are never going to be. We are not alone. I told them about us and they accepted it. – I kept whispering against his lips biting them on every word.

- What would I do without you? – I said very low and kissed him again, my tongue tracing his lips slowly.

- You wouldn’t have a mad bitch after you ass. – I smiled sadly and opened my mouth inviting him in for more.

- That’s a relief… - I chuckled a little and my tongue wormed into his mouth swirling around his as we were pressed chest to chest.

I smiled into the kiss, the way how my presence made Jared feel calm was enough for me. It had been a long time ago when I stopped fearing for my life. I expected everything from my mom, but now I had a weak spot, someone for whom I really cared and feared…That was Jared and I took his kiss like it was going to be the last one for us.

After a while Jared broke the kiss, his lips red and swollen and his eyes full of happiness. He held Jensen close and nuzzled into his hair.

-         You know, it took us long enough to find each other the way it was supposed to be…

-         Yes and we will do anything to keep it…

-         Damn right…

-         Can you tell me more about the man which is after you?

-         Well, his name is Ramirez, he is a weapons dealer who had a lot of power in this city. He has an enormous mansion in the mountains. And he would do anything to have my intestines on a stick.

-         And he is mad at you because his daughter can’t keep her legs closed?

-         No, because I arrested her and ruined his reputation as a good father.

-         But she is a whore. And you just did your job. And you probably didn’t even know who her father was!

-         Well, I doesn’t matter to him. People laugh behind his back. And he is a criminal, it’s what they do.

-         How about me and my pals go straight to him and talk about it?

-         He doesn’t talk. He shoots, shoots some more, and throws what’s left in the ocean.

-         If he shoots, we’re going to shoot too. Maybe if we kidnap his precious whore that will make him start to talk.

-         I will not let you go there. It’s out of the question, besides, it’s possible your mother has found him already.

-         So what?  It would be two birds with one stone! And believe me after that fiasco today I can even kill my own mother.

-         No. – Jared just shook his head. – You’re not laying a foot in there.

-         Damn…Why is so hard to say no to you about anything… - I said but I kept my real thoughts just for my mind.

-         Because I am your weak spot. And like a true weak spot I take advantage of that… - the tightness in my chest eased a little and I kissed the side of his neck tenderly.

-         And you’re making me feel really weak in the knees when you do this… - I moaned, leaning my head back just to feel his kiss.

-         I know… - I smiled knowingly against his skin and sucked on the faint bruise I had left there a few hours ago. My own neck had Jensen’s marks.

-         I…can…notice… it… - I moaned and buried my hand in his hair massaging gently the base of his skull.

I shivered a little under his hands and ran the tip of my tongue in a long wet line to his jaw, enjoying his magnificent taste and scent that I wanted to remember forever. .

- Jay…you don’t have mercy… - I moaned again pushing him closer to my skin.

- For you, never… - my teeth grazed his golden skin, my lips sucking then on the same spot and I breathed him in hungrily.

- I…I…thought that you were hurt! – my fingers kept massaging him until my hips lifted up and made a little circle around his cock.

- Nothing to worry about… - I whimpered a little when his cock brushed mine and I thrust shallowly against him still attacking his neck.

- Jesus Christ… - I mumbled, my free hand grabbed his lean and perfect ass. He was so perfect and fit in my palm like it was made just for me and no one else. Well since I told him that I loved him this was exactly was this meant…Mine!

- Ooh, you’ve got big hands, grandma… - I joked, but it came out a bit breathy and I made a choked sound of pleasure when I felt his touch. My other hand slid under his shirt and stroked the naked skin under it.

- Grandma…my…ass… - I moaned. OK Jared liked to drive me crazy. I switched us around and pushed him with his back to the table. My fast fingers removed his shirt in a few seconds and now it was my turn to suck his neck.

My head fell back and a deep moan came from my throat when his lips found my skin and I shivered. Okay, it was like someone turned a switch, Jensen was different now. And I loved him more because of it.

I knew exactly what I wanted to do. I wasn’t sure exactly how to do it but I had some idea and I loved it. So I decided to take my shot and I prayed I was doing it right. My lips started going slowly down to his damaged skin. My tongue was licking every single scar. I stopped on his stomach and my tongue licked playfully around his bellybutton.

- Jen, what are you doing? – I asked through passion darkened eyes and watched him go downwards. The six-pack on my stomach rippled under the caress of his tongue and I hissed.

- Learning? – I said and one of my eyebrows lifted up, before I used my teeth to open the button of his jeans. It was a trick which I learned long time ago. Than I unzipped the zipper and my teeth made a gentle bite over his boxers.

- But… - my words died in my throat when I felt him and a new whimper came out instead, my hips curved towards his hot mouth on their own accord. – God…

I released Jared’s cock from his boxers and my tongue slid from the base to the top, making fast circles around the shaft. My hands were massaging his balls until I gently sucked his shaft then started to slowly take him in my mouth. He was big that was a little bit scary but I wasn’t a person that gave up just because of a big size.

I scrunched my eyes shut, grabbing the ends of the table in order not to thrust into the welcoming wet heat of his mouth and a passionate moan came from my throat as he sucked me as if he had done it a thousand times before.

Finally I could feel how his full size filled my mouth. I took him deep into my throat but not enough deep to choke myself. I made a few moans hoping that the vibrations would be as great for him as they were for me when I felt them the last time I received a blow job. Then my hand started to move down at his base, my other hand was entering in a gentle game with his balls until my lips were moving up and down in same rhythm with my other hand.

My knuckles turned white on the table, I was panting, my head fallen back with the long line of my throat visible and moving as I swallowed thickly. The fingers of one of my hands found their way into his hair.

I moaned deeply when I felt his fingers. My movements became faster and just for a second I slipped his cock out of my mouth and looked at him with a dark gaze full of passion, I licked my lips before taking him in my mouth again to drink his specific taste which was amazing.

Another sound of pleasure escaped me when I saw him like that. God, he was magnificent. I stroked the side of his face slowly as he drank me like a dying man.

I loved him so much and for me it was a real pleasure to hear, out of his mouth, those nice sounds which were like music to my ears. One of my fingers started to draw circles around his hole. I released my mouth again from his cock just to lick him again from base to top and to suck only the shaft.

- Jensen! – I croaked and thrust my hips towards his mouth, then towards his finger and it was driving me crazy. I was shivering all over, the weight in my body increasing with every swirl of his tongue.

I moaned something at the moment when I took him deep in my throat my finger pushing into his body feeling the tightness of his hole.

I outright screamed his name this time and came in his welcoming mouth just as his fingers pushed inside of me, sending waves of pleasure through my body.

I moaned again still keeping his dick in my mouth and swallowed every single drop he gave me. Then I pulled back and looked for his gaze. My eyes were glowing happily from his scream and my lips were swollen from this sweet madness.

My eyes darkened at the sight he was and I pulled him up, kissing him hungrily and tasting my own come on his tongue and mouth.

I could feel Jared’s cock so close to my stomach. I closed my eyes giving in to his kiss and drinking now from the amazing taste of his hot mouth. He was the only person I couldn’t say no to

I started unbuttoning his shirt and then pushed it off his shoulders lapping at the new skin I found under there. I was burning for him, my legs still quivering from the pleasure I had experienced.

Damn he was hard again pulsing next to my stomach. My muscles started to vibrate under his hands. Jared drove me crazy and I was ready to give in to him right now, right here in the damn kitchen.

-         We’ve got to move now, Jen, or your kitchen is going to be ruined… - I mumbled against his skin as he was pressing me into the table and sucked on his nipple, feeling it harden against my lips.

I couldn’t feel my legs and that’s why I switched us. I needed to feel the support of the table or I would fall down right now.

- F-f-f-fuck the kitchen! – I moaned.