Another Chat Log.

Because I can’t be bothered to explain and paraphrase.

Sorry.

So. Basically, Jurgen commented me like “We need to talk, stay on MSN” or something like that.

And here was our conversation.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

heya

it's jurgen babyyy says:

haii

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

how are you?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

good good

it's jurgen babyyy says:

did u get my myspace thingyh?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

yep.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

what do you want to say?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

..a talk? 8-)

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

about/

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

*?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

about us

it's jurgen babyyy says:

specifically about where we stand

it's jurgen babyyy says:

or should I say...where I stand :\

it's jurgen babyyy says:

like..is this a fling? do you even like me? just be real man

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i like you a lot jurgen :/ i just get frustrated because you seem to get angry at me easily and i never understand whu.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

*why.

it's jurgen babyyy says:

I dont think you do :\

it's jurgen babyyy says:

your just soooo

it's jurgen babyyy says:

...insesitive

it's jurgen babyyy says:

*insensitive

I’m what?

I’m WHAT?

Insensitive?

Wait, seriously?

Guys, am I? :/

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

in what way?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

your just so..fucked. The way you speak about me etc etc ...just makes me think ":\"..remember when that girl asked if were goin out..and I was like na..and u thought it was harsh...well thats how ur being now 8-)

And I’m fucked?

Oh man, I remember why I fell for him now. 8-)

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

like what? what do i say? :/

it's jurgen babyyy says:

I dunno..you just make me feel like that :\ ... and im thinking why are we even together? :Z are we even together?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

you need to understand, i don't just trust people very easily :/ and you KNOW i don't just be affectionate all the time.

Okay I trust people fine, and I’m affectionate a lot, just not him. He’s a twat.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i like you a lot. but you always seem off with me, and i never understand why, so i get annoyed and give up. you never tell me what's bloody wrong, you just say "forget it".

it's jurgen babyyy says:

Im tellin you now :\

it's jurgen babyyy says:

And what dont you trust me?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i do, you just don't seem to trust me.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

we're not working, are we? :/

it's jurgen babyyy says:

I do trust you o_O

it's jurgen babyyy says:

What gives you the impression that i dont

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

then why did you get annoyed when i said i was meeting joe? why did you get angry yesterday at my picture of matthew?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

I just want to know about where we stand

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

considering i'm bi, why do you get angry when i have pictures of me with boys up but not when i have pictures of me with girls up?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

you seem to constantly find reasons to be angry with me that i fail to grasp, and you don't help by never telling me.

it's jurgen babyyy says:

I wasnt annoyed..i was just interested. And in the pic you two seemed very close 8-)

it's jurgen babyyy says:

..and im sorry if it seems that way :\

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

because he's my close friend. i don't think you've noticed hun but i hug EVERYONE and i kiss EVERYONE on the cheek.

it's jurgen babyyy says:

fine..what do you want me to say? :S Im sorry okay

He’s forgotten that I’m meant to be apologising, not him. Shh, don’t remind him.

it's jurgen babyyy says:

you just gimmie the impressions that you dont like me...and just say if so! thats why im pissed

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

brbzzz, mum's come in. msn is locked.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

msn is off lock.

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i'll be honest, i like you a lot but when you're off with me i get really angry.

Which is always.

it's jurgen babyyy says:

..and what do you think we're in? what do you think you and I have?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i don't know, but whatever it is, it's not working?

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

do you think we'll be able to make it work?

it's jurgen babyyy says:

what do you think tho'?? i think we're in a proper relationship..like girlfriend/boyfriend etc...but if you dont think that..if we're not in the same wavelengh...then no obviously it wont work

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

i think we are in a proper relationship, otherwise i wouldn't refer to you as my boyfriend (:

it's jurgen babyyy says:

Then yeah..than we can make it work...we have been making it work? ... right? hmm i think so..fine..now that i know you like me and you think this is a proper relationship and i like you and i think this is a proper relationship

it's jurgen babyyy says:

and until you tell me other wise im gonna think that

it's jurgen babyyy says:

so everything is fine with me then :)

yassie, kthx                        so i make whirlpools and watch him sparkle (: says:

thank fuck for that. (Y)

Oh dammit, I was meant to break up with him.

GODDAMMIT.

Right.

One week.

And if he doesn’t fix up I’m breaking up with him.

(Somehow.)

xx