I twitter way too much. Look for yourself .

So yeah. We're working more on my sleeve tonight. I cannot wait for this thing to be done. Then we start on the right arm!

Now there's a hole in my chest that everyone can see right through there's some part of me that has died and I don't know which hell it went to. See I've been locking my self away so the world doesn't have to see the boy who is made out of glass and everyone can see I'm empty. but I never give any time to fix the things I've left undone. I'm not so tired I'm just lazy of all I've become. Just one...

I think I am right now. I just got home from the gym and I took a shower. I just flooded the garage because I forgot to put the hose outside for the laundry. Still I feel good. I got more work done on my tattoo last night. Nick just added some colors and stuff. Nothing too major. This weekend (if he has time) we'll be doing the inner arm. It's going to be painful. Hello muscle relaxers!!!

Mary, this station is playing every sad song. I remember like we were alive. I heard it Sunday morn' from inside of these walls. In a prison cell, where we spent those nights. And they burnt up the diner where I always used to find her. Licking young boys blood from her claws. And I learned about the blues from this kitten I knew. Her hair was rabid and her heart was like a tomb. My heart's...

Spending the day cleaning out the garage so far. I'm also cleaning up the room and getting my new computer desk in here. Soon I'll start packing up to move in with Nick into an apartment.

sitting here with a drink in hand with all of these thoughts going through my head I intoxicate myself once again you and I always knew I was weak now I'm slurring my words and I can barely speak what has become of me? because I'm too far down in this hole I'm in and I don't think I want to ever come out of it sitting next to a guy that I don't even know and I talk to much about the way I thought...

I'll try to never write a single word that reflects the situation I'm in I'll try to never bring any of it up when I'm in mid conversation because nobody wants to be brought down by my smile that's turned itself around and I know that it's useless to say I think I'm better off living this way you know that I'm a sinking ship sinking from my own loose lips that get me in this mess all of the time you...

Some stop feeling love for every word that they once sung. May I never lose my youth and If I do, may I be forgettable.