J's over tonight. We watched Mr Magorium's Wonder Emporium and we just started Balto, which I've never seen. Most of the movies she loves were from before I was born. She hates hearing that. XD Anyway its nice to have company and she's super stressed about her dad. So it's good that she's away for a night I guess. Why don't they animate movies anymore? Well we're trying to recapture a bit of magic...

My life is not a curiosity or a circus on display. I talk to you because I feel we're friends but this "tell him I said Hi" shit when Im in the middle of a fucking breakdown isn't cute or funny. So next time just stfu. Im tired of you telling me to tell him you said Hi when either Im in the middle of screaming at him or trying not to talk to him. Seriously think before you joke around and then bitch...

Give us back Purple! I'm bored as hell and not tired! ... Plus I miss him being online

Today was weird. Mor apparently made breakfast and sent the maid in to wake me up. I have no idea what he was doing there at 9am. Maybe he forgot that I had tech today and showed up a little early. Anyway he just gave me a plate and then didn't talk to me. It was weird so I left for tech 15 minutes early. I didn;t even realize I'd left Pure hanging online until like, halfway through Tech. Sorry Pure...

This morning, I had a dream about Mordred. I was laying in bed and I felt the bed dip and knew it was him, so I turned over and stretched my arm out ad told him to come to bed. I felt his hand over mine and I opened my eyes and he was there, putting my hand back against my pillow and just looking at me. I think I smiled at him and said something but I don't remember what and he touched my hair and...

OMFG! YEY!!! I checked my email and I've got a Stargate Worlds beta invite!!! I can't believe it! So happy! Hah J! (If you ever get one of these) You aren't the only one now! Ok, had to get that out of my system and right now. Friend-locked to preserve the NDA. Today I spent all day with our maid, talking to her and helping her clean up and junk. I was bored and there was no tech and I wanted o...

So I went back to tech today. I was going to sleep but when Pure got offline I realized I didnt have any time to so I got ready for school real quick. It lasted FOREVER OMG DX.. The teacher wasnt too happy with me either for missing like... a ton of classes. I have a lot of catching up to do. Still I saw people I am kinda friends with but don't rally care about. That was kinda fun. I forgot how girls...

Well I had some of my unsaid earlier worries settled by talking to someone online earlier! I also introduced J to Pure, Paddie and Purple. She was cute tonight, made piggy faces at the 17 people watching her when they started calling for her to "Open her boobs". Seriously, someone said that not joking. People are fucking morons. Im gonna go see Koalhtahk today with J maybe. We'll see I guess. Im...

Well.. things are good I guess. I get to stay home, I made up with my mom and I'm going to start going back to tech next week. As for home-school.. my mom's going to try and talk Mor into coming back. I told her thats what I wanted, but I'm not sure how I feel about it. I really want to see him again, because I love him - but I'm not sure if I can face him. It's like... what if it was something I did...

Since Mor quit, I've been online almost constantly. If I'm not out somewhere or doing something with friends I'm sitting online. Not doing much of anything. I should be out running, going to the gym, getting out of the house or at least cleaning things up. Trying to pull things back together. Instead I'm skipping school, sleeping when I'm exhausted and staring at a chat room full of people I don't...