so i've decided to make a new livejournal, mainly because i've been using this one since grade seven or something and it contains horrendous memories of when i used to have undone eyebrows and unstraightened hair. i've opened up a new chapter in my life and i'm basically done with names like superefille and shit. plus, reading this thing over makes me sorta yack. don't get me wrong, this livejournal...

And I just can't pull myself away, under a spell I can't break, I just can't stop. I just spent quite the amount of time trying to get my livejournal layout JUST right. I don't know why I'm still up when I fully told Kharen to wake me up at 11:30 but whatever. It's been quite the dramatic night (as it always is) and it's all because of one little thing that totally triggered me into making the arguement...

livejournal can honestly suck my dick right now :)

this layout is ugly and i plan to change it later after i shave my legs since i have an leg shaving obsession.. i'm also currently planning my super sweet 16! even though it's in like a year. don't mess. it'll be amazing. my theme is extravaganza. according to www.dictionary.com an extravaganza is: 1.a musical or dramatic composition or production, as comic opera or musical comedy, marked by a loose...

i hate being selfish about it but i really want you to come home. i'm always thinking about what could have been if i knew, and what i could have done before you left. there was so much potential, so much common interests. so much interest in general. now it's hard to say anything to you except for good luck & hope you're doing good because despite me missing you and wanting you here, i'd much rather...

i will never deny that i loved you, however i will admit for you that you never loved me. i won't cry over it anymore. i won't storm off. i won't block you. i won't delete you. i will simply accept that my love for you touched the sky and your love for me barely made it off the ground. and all hurt aside; i meant every good thing i ever said to you. the bad stuff came out of anger...

so i'm sitting at home on a saturday afternoon watching disturbia and chilling. i def wanna marry shia again! why is he so clever? but um i'm back on that. so anyway last night sometime after 2 in the morning i got a call from kevin ramos, and i'm literally all like what the fuck? and so we just chatted about life and chris baltazar until about 4. i realized how much i miss chris and like, died....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......BOTTOMS UP! AGAINNNNNNNNNN  

it's my birthday tommorrow i'm currently hating my life (again) drinking the problems away yes for having millions of bottles of vex in my fridge tommorrow's my birthday and that's how i'll do on my birthday get wasted with rye and char while playing rockband oh i'm into you, and no one else would do cause with every kiss and ever y hug you make me fall in love and i, no i can't be the only...

why can't you see how much i love you? birthday plans SO FAR - some sort of 6 dollar pizza hut buffet lunch with leen? - meeting up with some people so they can give me money $ - go karting haha, because it's my special day and i want to - daddy and mommy's yummy cooking for dinner - rockband and drive-in's with char and rye for the rest of the night i felt kinda nice today because rye actually...