Sometimes sadness overwhelms me. Its horrible and I hate it. Worst is when its not something that is happening directly to me, but someone else and there aint a thing I can do about it. What can I say, I dont especially like drama in my life. I am aware that it is necessary to keep life going, somewhat.. but still, it feels like shit XP Im worrying myself sick over my sister. On the werge to throwing...

I guess I dont do much in my life. Like I havent experienced much out of living. I do meet friends for coffe, I have serveral hobbies and all that.. but no big life changing events. But I never really yerned it cause I daydream and dream at night so much, about everything. Adventures, happiness, thrilling events and so on... Can it be dangerous to live inside your mind? I guess I feel quite content...

Another day, another thought. Or maybe Im actually seeing the world the same way as I did yesterday. Maybe I will still look upon it the same way tomorrow, who knows? But.. no thats not true. Everyday something happens that makes me change the way of looking at the world. Todays slavery. As you work, you sometimes find yourself working for free cause the people above you dont plan things right. It...

I keep getting surprised everytime. I know, the human heart and mind can be quite the foolish ones. Tarek keeps coming back and then wants to know, why I dont trust him? He keeps leaving me. I know Im not perfect. Heck, Im quite far from it! But, I see in my friends that Im not all that bad. I have the most wonderful friends you could ever imagine. Really. Sometimes I wonder if they are angels sent...

Life aint always easy. In fact, in some aspects they never seem to be. I admitt, alot in my life has been easy. I have a father that wouldnt mind caring for me, when mom was alive she pretty much always made me dinners and lunch and even made sure I got my breakfast and checked that I did my homework (which to some might seem like nagging, but I kinda appriciated that she checked cause I knew in a...

It feels like there is just too much to do and too little time, as well as too little money. Not only a lot I want done, but also a lot I want to have but simply dont have the cash to get... along with the christmas shopping coming around the corner.. not to mention halloween this year. With all these little things and work, it is kinda winding up to alot of things. I can get more hours at work, IF...

The thing about life is that you have to move on, right? When I look upon my days, my weeks, my life I feel I come so far, yet I feel so withdrawn by the past at the same time. In a way that it puzzles me. I have no time knowledge what-so-ever. What happened 5 years ago, to me might seem like a year, sometimes even less. Its strange and confusing. Do you know the feeling of actually having a good...

Actually, I only work 3 days this week. But 3 longer shifts, yay :D 18 hours if I get all that time.. last month I got up to 53 hours, which is 12 more hours than the month before. So this month I am trying to aim for 60 hours :D I cant work too much due to my feet but christmas is coming along so I need to scrap some coins together to afford all gifts that I wish to buy my family and friends

Sometimes when I move about I dont really think too much of what I am doing and saying. One place I do that at is work. No, Im not rude or careless when it comes to the guests of course, Im not totally mindless. But, it happens I say things I havent fully thought through. Like when they finish my cheeseburger I go "Oh! YES! Cheeseburger!" snags it and run to the guests with a smile. As soon as I done...

When I was younger I used to like all the four seasons of the year. But as I grew older I started to see bigger differences than the obvious scenery changes. I mean, what is there not to like. Spring that bring so much light, life and flowers into our gray days, especially comparing to the winter before. Winters, a good winter do bring magic. The snow that looks like tiny diamonds, thats pure magic...