REWARDS!

I've seen this work for many people, so I think I might as well try it out too. (: CW = current weight, GW = goal weight, R = reward CW: 105 lbs (ew) GW1: 95 lbs R1: a new book GW2: 90 lbs R2: manicure GW3: 85 lbs R3: new moccasins This should keep me going. Especially since my old moccasins are about to bite the dust.

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Published: 2 years, 7 months ago (Sun, 12 Jul 2009 16:01:52 PDT)

Sometimes I love not being able to afford food to eat. The binge worry is all gone, and I don't have any little snacks to turn to throughout the day. (:

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Published: 2 years, 7 months ago (Sat, 27 Jun 2009 06:01:39 PDT)

Helpful Quotes

This is a list of things people have said to me, regarding my weight that inspired me to lose weight. More will be added later. These are the quotes that have stuck with me my entire life. I will never forget any of these. EVER. 8TH GRADE - Over-Eater "You're just not skinny..." "You're a fat freak." "You have potential, you're just not doing it right." "I think you'd be cool if you were skinnier...

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Published: 2 years, 10 months ago (Thu, 09 Apr 2009 23:51:59 PDT)

No Matter

How many documentaries I view on anorexia, that say how awful and horrible it all is, I can't pull myself away. It seems like the only one true way to go. Sure, I'll go back to believing I'm a regular girl for a while. One of those girls who eats anything in sight when she's hungry, but then it will all come back to me tenfold. It's not like I mind, I just wish others understood. I wish I could just...

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Published: 2 years, 10 months ago (Wed, 01 Apr 2009 20:37:06 PDT)

I'm not doing this for you anymore. I'm doing it for myself.

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Published: 3 years, 1 month ago (Tue, 06 Jan 2009 22:08:41 PST)

New goals

Since I don't have a scale, I decided to take measurements. CURRENT: Upper-arms: 9 1/2 inches (gross, i know) Thighs: 19 inches (disgusting) Calves: 13 inches (not too bad) Waist: 26 inches (NASTY!) Hips: 32 inches (icky) Bust: 32 inches (alright) Height: 5'4" (nothing's changing that, thank God) GOALS: Upper-arms: 8 inches Thighs: 15 inches Calves: 11 inches Waist: 25 inches Hips: 30 inches Bust...

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Published: 3 years, 2 months ago (Thu, 20 Nov 2008 22:34:42 PST)

Nothing

tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing tastes better than being thin feels. Nothing...

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Published: 3 years, 3 months ago (Tue, 04 Nov 2008 15:04:15 PST)