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.... have been thinking a lot....

Kittens are soooo cute! Too bad they grow up! I want a dog. I guess I should get a house first! Today, was boring. I was going to get a lot done, but accomplished pretty much nothing! I did get some more resumes in the mail though... so that is good! I felt sooooo horrible earlier!! I just felt weak and pukey like. I feel much better now though. I ate some Pad Thai for dinner and it was AWESOME...

My back hurts... right up my spine every time I bend down I can feel it more. I need my yoga again. I found a place here in Owosso. I need to call and see how much it is.

Ahh that man always revives himself. Dammit I love him.

Ran three miles today. Sky rode his bike next to me. I start and think... what the hell... how did I do this last time, and I finish and feel like I can go three more. It feels good. I am glad I have been making myself go. I just got out of the shower. I wish Curtis would call me back, but he will prob just tell me he is going to bed anyways. Whatever, he had a long day and seeing him tonight may...

I'm freezing. I wish my client didn't always freeze me out. I'm thinking about leaving Curtis. I don't really have any reason why. I'm happy. I love him... a lot... I just don't know if this is the type of relationship I want. I hate his job. When he is home things are great, but his job takes him away from me so often and I don't often even get to talk to him because he is so busy. I hate it...

I don't know if it is stress or what, but ever since I started dating Curtis I have been getting more zits than I have every had in my life!! Not that they are taking over my face or anything, but they are driving me crazy. I have tried washing with different things, and bla bla bla... they don't seem to get better... ANY SUGGESTIONS?

Is the whole world ignoring me besides all the guys that could have had me but didn't want me, now they do, and can't?

I can't believe it. Someone stole my mother's Christmas gift out of ths back seat of my car. Apparently the one time I don't check and double check to make sure my car is locked is the time my car gets broken into. I can't believe I was so careless. My car has been broken into before. I just can't believe that there are such horrible people alive. I just bought it yesterday, and I was going to bring...