So. There's this 18 year old girl who started talking me on a Finnish site. She thinks I'm cute and wonderful, and sends me kisses and hearts. And wants to meet me, mostly for sex. And... I'm thinking of going. Emilee doesn't want me to go. I don't want to go. But still. I'm just... so fucking desperate for someone to love me and now this girl says she wants me... I can't help but go along with...

I'm completely serious this time around. I just... can't do this anymore. I have absolutely nothing left to live for. It's the twilight of my life. 'I walked and walked. Time made no sense as I pushed slowly through the thick undergrowth. It was hours passing, but also only seconds. Maybe it felt like time had frozen because the forest looked the same no matter how far I went. I started to worry...

I hate you for doing this to me but still... "I'd rather die than stay away from you." [ - twilight ]

And it all breaks down at the first rehearsal, got the muse in my head, she's universal, spinnin' me around, she's coming over me [ - placebo]

'I'm not in love This is not my heart I'm not gonna waste these words About a [boy]' [ - the academy is ] so fuck you, i couldn't care less!  ^__^ +++ i write my feelings in english because that way they don't feel so real.  

I might have a teeny tiny crush on Brendon Urie. -fangirl- Especially his delicious hips/lips/ass/legs/eyes/everything. -drools- -is not ashamed- -giggles- -searches prettypretty pictures of him-

Do we all get one of them in a lifetime? Two? Five? Thirty? Does it matter? I personally believe that anyone who's ever touched your life in some way - you define it - is a great love. And you can have as many of them in your life as you decide to. There's no use trying to make it a complicated analysis you ask your friends - and everybody else who comes your way - advice on. If it feels great at...

I'M A HUMAN AND I NEED TO BE LOVED JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE DOES. - t.A.T.u.

we're from two different worlds and i'm afraid i wouldn't fit in yours.

that someone would care if i got hit by a car tomorrow. my ex best friend and her ex-girlfriend hate me. it's all my fault. i haven't had real physical human contact in forever. i don't even remember the last time someone hugged me. (and no, with 'physical human contact', i do not mean anything sexual. just simple contact between two human beings). I'm trying my hardest to stay happy and positive...