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Title: Untitled [1/?] if you've got an idea for a title then just tell me cuz i've got none. Author: Pairing: Gerard Way/Frank Iero POV: First, Frank's Rating : umm i'd say pg-13 for this one, may go up, not sure >< Disclaimer: well yeah i own 'em, and i keep them locked in la la land (it's FAKE ppl!) Summary: Frank's been away for the summer and when he comes back he finds out that his best friend (and his biggest crush) Gerard, had ditched him for another group of friends. Dedication: oh to vampireeater cuz without her i'd be lost, which i think i still am <3 Warnings: umm not yet, but like gay boys and swearing and such oh and umm they'll be kissing too and that's it for now. Author’s Notes: inside.
Lat me tell you about Gerard Way.
Gerard Way's an asshole who only thinks of himself. He couldn’t give a flying fuck about anything or anyone. He's a selfish ego-maniac bastard. And yet, I love him. Okay so, I'm Frank, Frank Iero, and Gerard's been my best friend since I was 8 yearsOld, so I pretty much know everything about him, or at least that's what I thought.
'Cause the truth is he wasn't always like this, he was this shy kid who stayed outta trouble and always put other people first, he was a soft spoken, kind, beautiful boy. I guess it all started last year, the first day of 9th grade. I've been away visiting my uncle for the whole summer so I haven’t really been in touch with Gerard.
I was walking down the hallway when I saw Gerard, but he wasn’t alone, he was with a couple of kids I didn’t really know, they looked like they'd kick my ass if I'll just look at 'em, plus I saw he had his hand around this girl who looked kindda like a cheap hooker.
I gotta say, seeing that hurt, a lot.
I walked up to him and what I soon learned were his new group of friends and said hey.
He turned to face me and frowned his eyebrows. I was a little confused by this.
"Yeah, what do you want?" he said, tightening his grip around that girl.
"Umm just to say hey…" I mange to stutter, why was he acting like this?
"hey, now fuck off" he said and they all just laughed at me, I felt like crying right the then and there but I couldn’t let that happen so I turned around and ran to the bathroom where I did, in fact, cry. That was NOT my Gerard, oh god, he's not even mine. Fuck, I'm such a girl.
But that was last year, this year will be worst, much worst, I just know it. I think I've loved him ever since I found out I was gay, which was when was 13, I think that's how I found out, well when you start having dreams about you and your best friend getting married it's not really rocket science. Ha, guess who was the bride, yeah, that's right, me.
And there I was again, standing in the middle of the hallway, looking for my only friend beside Gerard that I've known since I was a little kid, Adam.
When I spotted him next to his locker I smiled and waved to him, he saw me and waved back, coming my way.
"Frankie!" he shouted, I hate it when people calls me that. "How's it going, buddy?"
I just shrugged "ya know, same old shit, nothing's new" I said as we both headed towards our English class, can you spell boring?
"Yeah man, I know what cha mean, I mean, I love Jersey and all but it's driving me crazy sometimes because it's just so freaking boring around here!" I gotta admit he does have a point.
"Dude, I feel you and all but Jersey is, well, Jersey, and right now we've got English so get your ass into class" I giggled. Get it? Ass, class, it rhymes! Oh forget it.
"yeah, yeah, whatever" he rolled his eyes and went to take his sit in the front row, I don’t know why he likes to study, it's like, hell only 10 times worst, really.
As I was about to take my sit I felt a hand resting on my shoulder, I turned around and saw Gerard smiling at me, I looked around to see where his 'new' friends were, they were nowhere to be found. What the fuck? I mean, every time I saw him he was with them.
"Hey" he said still smiling at me.
"Umm, hey, you want something?" I figured that's the reason he talked to me, 'cause he wants something, right? He laughed and I raised an eyebrow, what's so funny?
"Noting, silly," silly? Okay, now really, what the fucking fuck? "I was just saying hey"
"So you're saying hey after not talking to me for a whole year? What the fuck dude?" seriously, he thinks he can just talk to me after ignoring me for this long? Nah ah, no matter how hot he is and how much I love him, he's been a jerk and mama didn’t raise no fool. Okay, I should never, ever, try to act black, it's just, weird.
"Look, Frankie," he said, signing. I fucking hate it when people call me that! I'm not fucking 6! "I can't really tell you why I've acted like I did, it's just-"
"Why not?" I cut him off, mid sentence.
"Listen, you wanna come over after school? So we can talk properly The teacher's on her way"
I didn’t know what to say, I mean, he seemed like my Gerard again. fuck, frank! You idiot! He's not your Gerard and he'll never be, get it into your fucking head! As I was saying, he seemed like his old self but I was a little skeptical, can you blame me? I mean, he ditched me last year for other people and that hurt, I don’t know if I should trust him after that….on the other hand, I haven’t stop thinking about him, or dreaming, or day dreaming, he's the only thing in my head, like he has been for the last 3 years.
"Okay" I said, he probably planed something with his friends but the truth is that I don’t care anymore, I've got noting to loose.
He beamed and smiled even wider then before "great! I'll see at the gate when school's over, we can drive in my car" wait, my car? What did I miss?
"Since when do you have a car?" I was puzzled really.
He chuckled "since the beginning of this summry" whoa, well, that's new.
"Well, I'll see it after school then" I smiled at him.
"You sure will, thanks Frankie" he smiled and went to take his own sit in the class.
Oh god, what the fuck have I gotten myself into?
A/N: whoa that's my very first post so i don't know what'll happen, i'll probably post another tomorrow, if ppl want me to, do you want me to? Oo anyway if this sucked plz tell me, i'd like to know oh and ya know that know that comments are love...so do you love me? *puppy dog eyes*
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