"No, I won't, I said, resting my hand on his shoulder. Well, not more then I already do anyway. Oh who am I kidding? I freaking love the guy.
He closed his eyes, his beautiful, hazel eyes that I could just get lost in and… oh god, focus Frank!
I'm pathetic.
He took a deep breath and then, "It’s because I… Ithinkiloveyou."
Wait, what?
He shut his eyes real tight; I was scared they were gonna pop out or something.
"Huh? Gerard, would you please talk like a normal person?" I laughed.
"Okay I… think… I... love…" He paused. "You."
Hold the fucking phone! He did NOT just say that! Oh my gosh, can I kiss him? Can I jump him and rip off his clothes? Ah? Ah?!
Okay, calm the fuck down Frank.
I could feel my heart beating faster and faster, I mean, are you fucking kidding me? Am I dead?
But wait a minute! Why was he being a jerk then?
"Then why've you been acting like a jerk to me?" I said, and he opened his eyes, staring at me with wide eyes, did I have something on my face?
"I... I guess, I just…" He stuttered, still looking at me shocked for some reason. Oh right, he didn’t know I was gay, haha.
"I just thought you'd think I was this disgusting faggot and you wouldn’t want anything to do with me if I told you, and I couldn’t be just your best friend anymore 'cause I had these, umm thoughts, and then I met Travis and Michelle," so that's the hooker’s name! "And I started hanging out with 'em so I’d stay away from you and then you wouldn't hate me, you can hit me if you want now." He said, squeezing his eyes shut even harder.
Halle-fucking-luiah!
"Hit you? Why would I do that?"
He opened his eyes and stared at me. "Frank, didn’t you listen to a word I said?"
"Of course I did, and I've got something to tell you. Well, I think I'll just show you." I grinned and he just looked puzzled.
I leaned forward -god I can't believe I'm gonna do this- and pressed my lips to his, they felt so soft against mine, I could feel his hot breath on my face.
The kiss was gentle but it had so much more power to it than that, I felt like I was an angel just getting his wings, this was a new beginning for me, who knows, maybe I'll even tell my parents. Oh fuck, they don’t even know I'm gay, they’ll kill me!
Oh but it feels so good having my lips pressed to Gerard's, god I want more, I want him, on the other hand, I cant have him if I'm dead, can I?
I broke the kiss from mostly lack of oxygen, and we just stared at each other, trying to catch our breath.
"So, you're gay too?" I didn’t know if that was a joke or a serious question.
I laughed and rolled my eyes. "No you dumbfuck, I'm not gay, forget the fact that I've just kissed you and am always jerking off thinking about you." Okay, maybe I shouldn’t have said that.
He smirked. "Do you now?" I just gulped and nodded. He leaned forward and whispered in my ear, with a very sexy voice I might add, "Well, so do I."
Oh god, just picturing that image of Gerard touching himself, his body dripping with sweat, oh and he probably makes the most beautiful noises, and if he says my name during it too, well then I can die a happy teenage boy.
I could feel my pants getting tighter and tighter, this is not good, we can't do that just yet, I've only just found out he's gay! Plus I've gotta tell mom and dad first! Oh and what about Adam? I mean, he deserves to know, I think.
I gulped. "Gerard, can we maybe wait a little bit before we do… stuff?" I said, scared of what he'd say, but when I looked at him he just smiled at me.
"Of course Frankie, we don’t have to do anything until you wanna, is there anything else?" Umm yeah, can I fuck you senseless right now? God Frank! Get a fucking grip!
"Umm, well I think we should go out, like maybe a date?" Girl. I'm a fucking girl.
He looked like his face was about to crack. "Well duh Frank! I mean you are my boyfriend and all so-" he stopped. Did he just call me his boyfriend?
A/N: whoa, fuck, i'm sick which really sux ><"
anywayz, hoped you liked it, and it's beted! [?!] tehe.
and now - comments are love, do you love me? ^ ^