It was 23 hours ago when I last wrote. Time just keeps rolling along. Some times I get sick of being aware of time. There is always time demanding you keep decaying.

Carol just left to visit her mother and go to a grocery store. I am down in the basement writing in my blogs.

It is another cold wet dark day. The weather has been plain ugly lately. Carol walked Rudy this morning so that is a chore I do not have to deal with.

I got out of bed this morning around 7:44 AM. Carol was up sitting in our living room reading the Bible.

This morning I finished reading in the New Testament the Gospel of Mark. Now it is on to the third gospel the Gospel of Luke.

Well there is not much else to report this morning. I spend a lot of time just sitting doing nothing these days. There is no reason to do anything these days. Was thinking this morning it is a miracle to have air to breath. If we did not have air we would die. Is there air in the world to come?

/>Last night I watched television from 7 o'clock PM till 11 o'clock PM. I had a hard time staying awake last night. Carol went to bed around 8:30 PM last night. There was no music last night or this morning. Carol works tonight and tomorrow night. Maybe tonight I will have a small private party?

Yesterday I read besides the Gospel of Mark these books when not falling asleep with pure boredom---

"The Augustan World: Life And Letters In Eighteenth-Century England" by A. R. Humphreys

"The Ten Lost Tribes: A World History" Zvi Ben-Dor Benite

The Apocryphal II Esdras chapter 13 "Then you saw him collecting a different company, a peaceful one. They are the ten tribes which were taken off into exile in the time of King Hoshea, whom Shalmaneser king of Assyria took prisoner. He deported them beyond the River, and they were taken away into a strange country." II Esdras 13:39,40

I do not know what I will read today when I am not falling asleep? Time will go by. There is nothing we can do. All is a mystery. All we can do is keeping going and pray for grace.

"After the Lord Jesus had spoken to them, he was taken up into heaven and he sat at the right hand of God. Then the disciples went out and preached everywhere, and the Lord worked with them and confirmed his word by the signs that accompanied it." Mark 16:19,20

music: Pavement "Wowee Zowee" Sordid Sentinels Edition