so I'm still looking for that perfect second job to help me pay off my license ransom and house decor.it looks like crate and barrel stocker or a dishwasher at a restaurant in walnut creek.I'm not sure which one i want most.the dishwasher sounds like fun but work.crate and barrel seems like a strict work place.I'm tired so I'm not sure why I'm not in the bed but its coming down to the nitty gritty with moving.i have a page of places and these are going to be our contenders.i have to call the top person tomorrow its in concord on some private street by off of Detroit by across from Walters way.it brags a 2bd 2 car garage with a laundry room so I'm gonna try to set up an appointment for that so Ben and i are saving my money and spending his for bills so we can move on time/faster i guess. thank the lord for my dads furniture cuz were gonna be using it for awhile while i find and renovate the perfect pieces.work is still cool i got 485 with no bonus last week so I'm trying for that bonus for sure to help us out.all in all I'm pretty happy i seen speed racer at the IMAX last night it was exciting!oh and Ben and i finally agreed on names for our children Benjamin Allen Robinson Jr or course and Jacqueline Eileen Robinson.well that middle name of the girl wasn't discussed but i like the way it flows.I am freaking thirsty.James acts hella funny style sometimes i hope he don't think he all that or something see thats why i didn't wanna fuck with nobody like that anyway.if it don't say Nav on his forehead and i don't make mistakes twice.anyway i think shaunice got fired which sucks ass cuz thats who i spent all my time with my only friend and i know that she needed that job for her baby and stuff.i wonder what happened but anyway.its gonna be 100 and something today and I'm not looking forward to it.imma get up at 4pm just enough time to get ready for work.i hat when its hot unbearable my philosophy is that you can put om layers all day but you can only take off so much.and heat makes people mean and desperate cold only makes people get closer together and fearful little i guess i dunno.Whitney finally told me she was a lesbian which i knew from jumpstreet but still it made me feel like does she like me after she heard about all my adventures or whatever.Brandon is trippin so hes on my nerves hes turning into an alcoholic and its annoying.heather and i spoke for a second today I'm not sure how long our friendship will last considering that it seems like its cool when she with Stephen but shes too busy for me when shes not.shay finally quit Macy's and got a job at a doctors office in Oakland that girl stays driving long distances but anyway.I'm about to start the ally pill on Monday too to help lose weight and discipline me.my eyes are freakin out too much computer usage i guess and my mouth is stuck together not enough liquid usage i guess well anyway the search is still on.....