My life has been a challenging and unbelievable maze.  I can't even find my way back to the beginning for a first journal entry here.   To preface everything though, I have to confess that I have never considered myself a writer.  I don't even like to write.  My thoughts swirl and change faster then I can express them in words resulting in incomplete thoughts and rambling or dyslexic sentences sometimes. So if anyone happen to reads my journal, pardon my grammar and such.

I'm going to start with just a list of some of the unbelievable events, dead-ends, walls, challenges, as well as some good things that I've ran into as I've tried to find my way.  This list is two-fold...to remind myself of topic ideas for future journal entries, and to also perhaps peak your interest in tuning in later

• I remember Texas death row inmate #538...trivia
• Eloping with my first husband...no, inmate #538 was not my first husband!
• My second husband...doomed to become an alcoholic
• Parental alienation...this comes with a 2 year custody battle
• Symmastia...the rarest of breast augmentation complications
• Being less then six degrees from Kevin Bacon...cool
• False allegations of child sexual abuse...not of me but the most important person in my life
• Depression...who wouldn't be at this point
• A stabbing and  then the arrest of suspect "Creepy", a gang member wanna-be, during the middle of hurricane Rita...craziness
• My third husband...I couldn't imagine anything could be more emotionally draining then the first two...but...
• My two greyhounds...I love these puppers