OMG I'M MAKING A FANDOM RELATED POST.

Ahem, yes. Well, last night, midnight, I was bored, no Olympics to watch that I wanted to so I thought I'd watch Stargate Atlantis so I could mourn the show I used to love so fucking much.



This was the first new episode of SGA I've watched since....first half of S4? Haven't been interested, but bitterly disappointed with it and I can't like a show that treats my favorite character/actress like shit.

But anyway, I was interested in this episode and I may or may not have started crying upon the conclusion of the episode.

1.) "Before I Sleep" was on yesterday, just hours before, and it's not only one of the best episodes, IMHO, but one of my favorites and possibly my favorite Elizabeth episode.

2.) To watch "The Ghost in the Machine" after this, well, I don't see my show in it anymore and it just fucking sucked.

3.) I bet you anything that this was the exact script that they showed to Torri. Tweaked it after so that they could explain why it wasn't Torri who turned up in a body, but I bet you all the money I have (HAHAHA) that this was what they gave her.

I hope she added a fuck you when she turned it down. Because first of all, right there within the episode, they could have had a reason to bring Elizabeth/Torri back to the show, and I honestly don't know why Torri would say no to that unless they had severely burned her (which I'm not doubting). But I have no faith in these PTB anymore, so I truly believe that this episode, with this ending, was the one presented to her.

I can't go on anymore, SGA is not the show for me anymore, what the fuck ever. I'm more pissed about it than I thought I would be. I applaud the writer (was I right in hearing Carl Binder wrote this one?!) for allowing John/Joe and Rodney/David some emotion over it being Elizabeth or not, especially Rodney wanting to fix what he started, awww.

But I just...argh. I've never had a show fucking PISS ME OFF like this one has just done over the past two years. For fuck's sake, OVER TWO FUCKING YEARS.

GAH, okay, I'm done.

Um...do not read that if you watch and enjoy the show currently. I REPEAT, do not read that if you watch and enjoy the show currently. Seriously.