clubbing at sevillas

...DO still like him...ima continue being a bad date...still care for meow (though the feeling isnt mutual)...but im going to work on ME for now. i liked how i saw everyone though...it was grand...even seeing jlyn! ive missed her a lot...i actually wanted to talk to her more but...i didnt want to make what is left of our friendship disappear because i tend to make things worse when i try to fix it. ...

this is for 1st july

... my dad just now , he taught me how to end the speech . 'actually i wanted to talk more about this , but due to the time constrain , i will now pass the mic to another person' . then i was saying what if mrs tang happened to say that it's alright and asked me to continue ? it will be a disaster , i tell you .  may post bout today . see mood first . reply tags .  JLYN - i got so scary mehhs ?

Wow. Welcome back.

Soooo. It's been.. about 5 months since I last blogged here. Lets see. (FEBRUARY) My philippines trip was a blast!  I met my little sister, Angelica Jlyn (Joy/Lyanne/Marilyn) combined. :) And she is jus the cutest lil monkey. Lol,she makes me want to start a family with rey already! (GEEZUS!!!) And of course i got to see my mama again!!

It's 6am and I still can't sleep. Tomorrow I have to go buy a new modem. I want some caramel apple cider from Starbucks too. They should make it a year round drink it's so good. I'm really worried about Josselyn. Apple cider reminds me of her. I wish things could just calm down and work out for her. She's a sweet girl and doesn't deserve all this bullshit. I wish there was room in my house so I ...

30 Positive Thoughts

So, once again, my originality Takara strikes again! Let's see if I can do this. 30 positive thoughts for 30 days. Yikes. Day One I feel like my friendship with Jocelyn has become quite strong. I don't know why. But, all weekend, we had a good weekend. I feel much closer avec her. It's awesome. I love my JLyn.

reunion

... my kisses for someone else. someone that isnt ever gonna come back to me. so he said that hed just kiss me like he kissed me earlier...and kissed me on my head. tee-hee...damn that meow! i dont know. jlyn told me to keep my options open....so for the first time in 5 months...even though i didnt know itd end up like that i went on a date...but could you really call it a date when i kept my ...

a semi good week

so this week was a tad bit better than the past weeks. i still feel like shit but...its the little things that makes this week pretty coo. lets see...so i thought jlyn was mad at me...so at [codename] kangaroos party...i got the nerve to confront her about it...which was a HUGE step because she scares me a LOT. i respect this girl so much...just thinking shes mad is like...a disgrace to me! i ...

humid weather suck!

i'd better update this LJ with photos before i start to procrastinate again. life has been super duper hectic this few days. am so tired due to the slack of sleep. i need to sleep at least 8 hrs everyday since sch resume. muahaha. i need to look for tution jobs alrdy!!! omg, great spore sales is coming and i actually stop working for money. need more moolahs!! :DDD took ome random ...

i feel like shit.

... jumped out at me from all the rest and it was...if i did that...all my friends...including meow...would hate me...and so...i didnt do it. im proud. instead...i went to my room...and cried. i called jlyn to vent. and when she said that shed call me later...i said okay and cried myself to sleep. all this happened at one...i woke up at 630. and in the little time i have left on the comp before i ...

okay...

... two and my art teacher liked it like everyone else! i was proud of myself! and my professor even commented on my half-assed sketching! yesterday i REALLY felt like an artist..only to be ruined by jlyn's damn fish! i envy her artwork like up the butt! tee-hee. damn her. so meow just called. another night without a sleeping session. im starting to feel defeated and stuffed like panda rose. but ...