Desolation, Desertion, Abandonment...

Im pretty confused about what im going to do. I dont really have anything going for me right now. Im broke, near homeless, insuranceless, wanted, fugitive, hated, despised, depressed. I only hope that something comes along. I fear its not what i wish. I fear its more than i can handle. Mommy and Daddy can't save me now. Im a big boy. All grown up. Every 12 year olds dream right? I have high ...