It never ends

... the tears but I did, and after the kinda awkward but ok lunch we just sat on the couch talking and looking up baby named for her. Me suggesting things like Ebola, Zeus, Dingbang, and Whoops. And her laughing and enjoyingly shooting them down. I'm glad I saw her, but of course it made me sad that she's not only with someone but she's married. AND has a kid on the way. I on the other hand am stuck...