Today it was a really good day. I'm making a cosplay, and I'm gonna be Raiko from Nabari no ou. Cosplay is really important for me in many ways, one is the magic of actually be your favourite character, for me, cosplay is the on the top of the fandom hierarchy , when you're actually gone as far as be an anime character yourself, then you become the otaku of all otakus, cause it takes so much of ...
I'm drowning in my emptiness when he's not here. I miss him so much... "In the night, call you up and Wanna know when you're coming home Don't deny me, call me back I'm so alone In the night, wait up for you Even though you don't want me to Go to bed, leave the lights on What's the use When you're gone and rain starts falling I just sit here by the phone Don't deny me, ...
I'm a member of the community fifth_children , a community for those who like the character Kaworu Nagisa, from Neon Genesis Evangelion. I made a test of which character in NGE I was, and I became him, the most kind and tragic character in NGE in my opinion. Yeah, I do have xD Me and Kaworu have our issues xD So I did this as tribute for him:
these two days had been really hard. The weather is still not good and it keeps me locked inside of my room. I've been a hikikomori for two days, isolated from society, reading manga and played games all day long, being lonely. Luckily this day ends soon and tomorrow, I'm gonna be with Sara, so my days as a hikikomori ends. Killing hours has been my goal the whole day as yesterday. I've must say ...
...was the song that I was singing today. Today wasn't the greatest day, I was waking up with this bad feeling in my body. I think it is a week now since the weather has been bad and it's making me depressed. So today I spent most of the time indoors and by myself, alone. I called Marcus. He is always making me happy, everytime I feel sad. Then I was reading this manga called Welcome to the N.H.K...
This is probably my best unhuman friend. The lonely sea. This was everything I had when I felt inhuman to myself. I was sitting on this terrible rotten bench alone, looking at the cold water, listening to music. Somehow the sea reminded me that I'm a human, and that my feelings are important and when I was watching it, I could be myself. Many tears has fallen next to this place. Today, I visited ...