Life is getting better mainly because my bad luck seems to be going away. I was having some serious constant bad luck for awhile. My car keys seemed to get trapped in my car once a week, a flat tire, a busted head light, two parking tickets, things falling off of my car on the highway, randomly not starting because there was too much shit on the battery. I didn't wake up to go to work and get in trouble, of course that day my keys were locked in my car too. This all seemed to go on for about a month and now it seems to be over finally. I can't wait to go back to Berlin, this time the West side. The whole idea of staying in the west kind of intimidates me. It's so American and not my Berlin at all. I am really planning my move there more seriously now. Finally I was able to mention it to my mom and I am going to start taking a bunch of classes for internationally accounting in the fall. I am pretty afraid of grad school and feel like a failure working at Bank of America as a teller with a degree in accounting. I can't really say much though considering I haven't even applied for a real job, and honestly I don't think I could handle it with grad school. Today someone at work asked me how old I was and I said 21 and they were seriously shocked, the women thought I was 15, really? I miss tv soooo much, I haven't watched tv in like an entire month. I do love what I have been doing, just living my life and hanging out with interesting people. The campus of ramapo is like a beautiful drunken family in the summer. Sitting in the quad talking, drinking cheap beer, and listening to music until 10 am. Watching the sun rise has become my favorite past time. It's a weird life too because there are so many of us sleeping on couches and floors and just being crazy transients. There are days when there are 10 people sleeping in the apartment, and I love just feeling the warmth of it really. There is always someone cooking dinner, playing the guitar, or sharing a story. I try to explain to my coworkers that I am not a gypsy, I can't be I live with three Bulgarians who are hugely racist towards gypsies. I can't wait for Berlin but I also would like this summer to never ever end.