I WAKE UP EACH AND EVERY DAY AND PUT ON MY FACE HIDE BEHIND MY HAIR AND JUST KILL MY LIFE AWAY. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING OR WHY I'M HERE ALL I KNOW IS I HATE IT THERE. I PUT THE GUN TO MY HEAD AN I COCK IT BACK CLOSE MY EYES THEN I DISED CUASE I KNOW THERES NO GOING BACK PULL THE TRIGER EYES OPEN ALL I SEE IS THE LIFE I LEAVE UNLERNED LESONS AND GOD I DISIVED. SO MANY LIVE I LOSE. SO MUCH HATE AN ANGER WISH I'D STOP TO LOSE..... FEELING PAIN FEELING LIES KILL TIME LOSING YOU JUST JUST TO GET JUST TO GET BY DEN I TURN MY HEAD JUST TO SEE MY OLD FRIEND AND I CANT TAKE THE BLAIM AND THE WAY EVER BODYS LOOKING AT ME ASKEN WHY ASKEN WHO TO HOW TO WHAT AN WHEN TO WHY I COULD JUST LEAVE. BUT WHEN YOU SEE LIFE MY LIFE YOU'ED SEE THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD IT HARD AND THAT WAS EASY TO BELIEVE. YOU'EV BEEN HURT SO HAVE I JUST THE PAIN IS TO HARD FOR ME TO HIDE CUASE EVERY DAY IS JUST DA SAME I GOT NO WHERE TO RUN MY OWN FEET FIGHT AGAINST ME
SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE MOST OF THE WORD I THOUGHT LOVED ME WHERE THE PEOPLE THAT PUSHED ME TO WHAT I AM. I'M A LOSER. I'M A NOTHING I'M THE FACE IN MAIRE LUAGHING POINT AN STAIR TAKE THE PIAN PUSH IT DOWN FEEL THE RAGE JUST PUSH ME AROUND. I TAKE 10 STEEP FORWED DEN 20 STEPS BACK IM 18 AND I'M STILL HELD BACK YOU SAY I SHOULD BE THE BIG ASS THING BUT ALL YOU WANT IS FOR ME TO BE JUST LIKE YOU 2 FACED LIER ALL I DO IS BREAK IN CONFUSE I CLOSE MY EYES AN TRY TO BELIVE I'M BEAUTIFUL BUT I JUST DONT SEE ALL I SEE IS THE IAMGA AF WHO YOU THOUGHT I OUT TO BECUZ THE LIE STHAT YOU TELL JUST WONT COME TRUE SURGER COAT IT WHAT EVER BUT IT JUST ANT TRUE. SO WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU LIFE JUST A GREAT BIG SHIT LOOK IN MY EYES YOU'LL BE NORMEL FOR A BIT
HERE TAKE MY SHOE I COULD USE A BRAKE IF YOUR ABOUSED THAT'S OK CUZ I CAN TAKE IT. I COULD HAVE NOTHEN WAIT I ALREADY DO THE ONLYTHING THAT KEEPEN ME HERE IS THE ONE THAT BEEN LIKE ME AND STILL IS AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT CUZ IT HEARD TO BE HAPPY WHEN HAPPYNESS YOU ONCE HD JUST ANT INSIDE OF YOU I STAIND IN THE CROW TAKE A BOW THEN LEAVE AND SNAP BACK TO THE REALITY I MUST BARE KNOWING THAT THERE JUST NO ONE TO CARE THEY SAY HOME IS THE PLASE YOU ALWAYS WANT TO BE BUT THE ONLY HOME I HAVE IS IN HEAVEN THAT WHERE I WANNA BE CUASE THIS HELL IS JUST NOT FOR ME SRRY I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OUT I DOWN PLAYING HAPPY CUASE IT JUST DON'T HELP SO THE NEXT TIME YOUR SITTING IN YOUR ROOM THINK'N BOUT HOW YOU HATE YOURSELF HOW YA HATE YOU LIFE REMEBER IVE BEEN THERE STILL DOING THAT. IF YA REALY WANN SEE WHAT I SEE TAKE A LOADED GUN PUT TO YOUR HEAD AND PULL DONT CRY CUZ THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET OUT ALIVE IS IN DEATH TAKEN THIS PAIN AND KILLING IT I FEEL NO FARE AS I RELASE THE TRIGER ON STEP CLOSE AND FOOT BIGGER IM DIGGING THE KNIFE DEEPER BUT BUT THE FUNNY THING IS WHEN IM GONE NO ONE WILL MORNE ONLY FEELING IS SAD BUT SAD ONLY LAST FOR A LIL WHILE THEN YOU GO ON WITH THEY DAY TO DAY LIFE SMILE AND SEE DAT BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE SUNSHINE BLACK MY SUNSHIN IS THE BURNING HELL THE FULES THE FIRE KEEPEN ME DONE LIKE A ANCER I OPEN MY EYES ONCE AGAIN LOOK AROUND JUST SEE MY SELF IN THE MARE WHO'S THIS LOOKING AT ME WHY DO THEY TELL ME LIES PLEASE SOMEONE SPEEK TO ME O WELL I GESS IM DESTEN TO FOREVER LIVE IN HELL
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