• I miss somebody right now.

• I don't watch much TV these days.

• I own lots of books.

• I wear glasses or contact lenses. Only when my eyes are tired, because my prescription is v. low

• I love to play video games. --> I suck at them sooooo bad, it's not even real. I think I don't like them 'cause I suck at them.

• I've tried marijuana.

• I've watched porn movies.

• I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

• I believe honesty is usually always the best policy.

• I curse sometimes.

• I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

• I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

• I have broken someone's bones. <--- By "accident." She was a bitch in 4th grade, who was sitting on this one window-sill and I wanted to climb up but she won't make space for me, so I pulled her off cause I was pissed at her... leg broke. What can we say, the secret evil Tarariri.

• I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. I have many things that I am ashamed of, but I can be persuaded to spill pretty easily.

• I hate the rain. <---- Nope, rain is love, esp. in the summer and in DC, where it's like the tropics anyways.

• I'm paranoid at times. Is there someone who isn't paranoid sometimes???

• I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. Dude, who wouldn't????

• I need/want money right now. Who doesn't???

• I love sushi.

• I talk really, really fast. I ramble...

• I have fresh breath in the morning. <--- who, me? Forget about it.

• I have long hair.

• I have lost money in Las Vegas.

• I have at least one sibling.

• I was born in a country outside of the U.S. (and live in a country outside U.S...) <--- live in the US right now.

• I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. <-- yes, on all counts. Have the pics to prove it too.

• I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

• I like the way that I look.

• I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.

• I am usually pessimistic. Depends on what about. There are things I am very pessimistic about. Usually, I tend to be more optimistic about others than about myself. I find it easier to believe in them.

• I have a lot of mood swings. Which is super-annoying.

• I think prostitution should be legalized.

• I slept with a roommate.

• I have a hidden talent. Uuuuh, I dunno... I like to believe so at least.

• I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. <---- oh, booo. I'm always tired.

• I have a lot of friends. <------- Nope, I'm very lame with rl social skills.

• I have kissed someone of the same sex.

• I enjoy talking on the phone. Depends on the person and the topic of conversation.

• I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

• I love to shop and/or window shop. <------ love to shop, hate to window-shop, cause I don't like being teased with stuff I can't have

• I'm obsessed with my Livejournal. I'm doing my best not to be. Really.

• I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.

• I'm a pretty good dancer.

• I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.  <--- hahaha, mom is like... 3000 miles away lol. So no such chance. And, even if there were, I am not embarrassed.

• I have a cell phone.

• I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. <------ I have, but before that. I don't drink for... 2 yrs now? Wow.

• I've rejected someone before. And it makes me feel guilty cause I would have most likely dated him if he wasn't blind.

• I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. uuuuuh... *embarrassed* don't ask how old I am, please?

• I want to have children in the future. Really, really depends on circumstances.

• I have changed a diaper before.

• I have a lot to learn. HELL YEAH. I'm an idiot in so many ways.

• I am shy around the opposite sex. depends. Sometimes I just act like an idiot, sometimes I just try to get the experience over with as quickly as possible.

• I’m online 24/7, even as an away message.

• I have at least 5 away messages saved.

• I have tried alcohol or drugs before. <----- No hard drugs for me. I've done cigarettes, coffee, and sugar, and that's that.

• I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

• I own the "South Park" movie. <-- and I'm not likely to own it.

• I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Livejournal. Oh, boy. But rather, I've been on lj cause I've avoided work/school.

• I enjoy some country music. Carrie Underwood...

• I would die for my best friends. <---- no idea on this one.

• I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. Depends on what about.

• I have used my sexuality to advance my career. Uuuuh... I have slept with someone that I wasn't supposed to have slept with hierarchically, and it did help me in some ways (and fucked me up big time in others), but I did not do it for the purpose of advancing my career. I did it cause I was an idiot who thought the guy would make a good surrogate parent. He didn't.

• Halloween is awesome because you get free candy. <--- DUDE! Halloween is awesome cause you get to dress up in public!

• I have dated a close friend's ex.

• I am happy at this moment. Not too happy, but not depressed either.

• I’m obsessed with guys.

• Democrat.
• Republican.

• I am punk-rockish. if I dress punk-rockishly.

• I go for older guys/girls, not younger. <------- Apparently, I go for both.

• I study for tests most of the time. <---- (booooo)

• I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.

• I can work on a car.

• I love my job.

• I am comfortable with who I am right now.

• I have more than just my ears pierced

• I walk barefoot wherever I can.

• I have jumped off a bridge.

• I love sea turtles.

• I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.

• I have achieved a major goal/dream.

• I am proficient on a musical instrument.

• I hate office jobs.

• I went to college out of state. Out of country, more like XD.

• I am adopted.

• I am a pyro.

• I have thrown up from crying too much.

• I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. This one's a bitch. But luckily, just someone I had a crush on, not anyone too central to my life. And my parents have spanked me, but I really don't think that counts.

• I fall for the worst people and have been hurt every time.

• I adore bright colors.

• I usually like covers better than originals.

• I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.

• I can pick up things with my toes. YES! Die in envy, bitches! *cough*

• I can't whistle.

• I have ridden/owned a horse.

• I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.

• I talk in my sleep.

• I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.

• I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Hi, fandom! How are you today?

• I wear a toe ring.

• I have a tattoo.

• I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

• I am a caffeine junkie. <--- Used to be. I used to walk around with a nalgene of coffee and sip it instead of water. In the mornings, I'd wake up with a headache cause I hadn't had coffee all night. I've puked from having too much coffee (a pot and a half) in sophomore year in college. Quit 2.5 yrs ago, feel SO MUCH BETTER that I think everyone should quit coffee.

• I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. I'm like half-way tree-huggy spiritual. I have hugged trees and thanked them for the support lol. I meditate occasionally, I believe in chakras, etc., and if I start pursuing it seriously, I think I might turn into a Buddhist.

• If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.

• I've cosplayed or know what cosplaying is.

• I have been to over 15 conventions.

• I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.

• I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.

• I'm an artist. I like to draw.

• I am ambidextrous.

• I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.

• If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony. Seeing other people naked wouldn't bother me for long. It feels liberating to be naked, I've suntanned naked a couple of times.

• I have terrible teeth. And no, I am not elaborating on this one *hides*

• I did this Meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.

• I have more friends on the internet than in real life.

• I have lived in either three different states or countries. Four different countries (Bulgaria, Norway, Viet Nam, US), and 2 states  (MA and DC)

• I am extremely flexible. Wish I could be more.

• I want to own my own business.

• I smoke. <------- did from 16 to 24, then quit.

• I spend way too much time on the computer. Amen, sister.

• Nobody has ever said I'm normal. But, uh, well, my shrink said she likes me? Does that count?

• Sad movies, games, fics and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.

• I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.

• I like the way women look in stylized men's suits. Only if the women in question are superskinny

• I don't like it when people are displeased or seem displeased with me. Sheesh, does anyone?

• I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.

• I have played strip poker with someone else before.

• I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.

• I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.

• I can't stand being alone. <--- I can stand being alone. Being lonely sucks, tho.

• I have at least one obsession at any given time. and really trying not to.

• I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again. <-- haha, no, but this one is funny.

• I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.

• I'm a judgmental asshole. About some things.

• I'm a HUGE drama-queen.What, Co-Addicted didn't persuade you in that? I emo with the best of them.

• I have traveled on more than one continent.

• I sometimes wish my father would just disappear. <---- No, I wish he'd get a clue, start behaving like a real adult, deal with his shit, and apologize.

• I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am. Depends.

• I can speak more than one language.

• I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.

• I would rather read than watch TV.

• I like reading fact more than fiction. <--- uuh-huh, sure. The entirety of jrockyaoi is fact after fact after fact. And so id FFVII fanfiction.

• I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.

• I have no piercings.

• I have spent the night in a train station or other public place. on multiple occasions. The Oslo Airport, South Station in Boston, and Central Station in NYC come to mind. If you ask me how I survived the latter one, a very nice uncle policeman saw me, assessed my overnight chances of survival (age 18, 2 huge suitcases, first time in the US) and locked me in a waiting room that was supposed to be off-limits to citizens between 2 and 5 am.

• I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night. I once spent New Year's completely alone cause a friend had asked me to stay in town and spend the night with her brother and his gf/fiance, so she wouldn't feel like the awkward third wheel. The friend never called me.

• I've been married and am now divorced.

• There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.  <--- Uh, no, my emo is more like, "oh woe is me, and how can the world be so evil and unfair *sniffle*.... well, let me just go read fic now." I'm an escapist, not  a wanna-be suicidee.

• I like most animals better than most people.

• I own a collection of retro games consoles.

• The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver. But it better not, cause apparently I've got pre-diabetes (found out this last week) and I have to get off my ass and start eating healthily if I don't want it to become diabetes proper.

• I have hit someone with a dead fish. <-------- LMAO

• I have written/read erotic stories. *le sigh...*

• I am compulsively honest. and get chewed out for it in all sorts of situations.

• I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.

• I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers. And not been ashamed. <--- uh, no. But I have done other stuff to rival that in the exhibitionism department when a teenager.

• I have gone from wishing I was a boy to reveling in being a girl to feeling like a boy again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.

• I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders. Depends on what counts for sexuality and what doesn't.

• I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to. <---- oh, how I wish I could lol.

• I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.

• I dislike milk. I only drink soy.

• I obsessively wash my hands.

• I always carry that something significant around with me.

• Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair. Only sometimes? I would *rather* wear a wig. I have seriously considered it, actually, and have gone as far as checking prices etc. I once read a book about a woman who shaved her head and wore a wig in public. I thought that was really neat.

• I love talking about myself to the point where I need to be stopped. *cough* *blush* yeah, and some poor souls on my flist have been exposed to it too...

• I often sing whenever I can and I'm good at it too. I don;t sing that often, not too good at it, not too bad. If you see someone who walks around DC and sings Chocolat with her iPod, say hi, it's me XD.

• I have experienced some type of traumatic abuse in my lifetime. Again, who hasn't ????

• I've experienced visions and dreams which I know/believe are from my past life. No, but I know other weird things, such as where to put my hands when I meditate. I am also irrationally scared of war.

• I have deja vu so vivid that I feel faint. <-- no, but I know someone who does.

• I love Harry Potter. On all fours. Let it be said that I like the fic and not so much the books. I read the books so I knew what's going on in fic.

• My parents are not together.

• I don't believe in love. COMPLICATED. Depends on what you mean by love. I guess I believe that people fall for 1-3 yrs cause certain chemicals get secreted, etc., but I have never met a happily married couple who still feel affection for each other and give each other emotional support. Most marriages I've experienced (including my parents') have scarred me for life, to the extent that I am too freaked out to have a relationship with a guy cause I don't want to get deluded while in the "in love" phase and end up like that.

• I hate people who walk incredibly slow.

• I have extreme contempt for the vast majority of people.

• Sometimes I don't shower before work.

• To me, procrastination is like a disease!

• I want to sleep now.

• I enjoy watching two guys kissing each other. Well... duh. Turns me on, actually.

• My personality fits my zodiac sign.

• The more I searched the less I've found. Yeah, but it's my fault for searching in the wrong ways/places.

• As a child I was a huge crybaby.

• I'm feeling alone very fast. *scratchs head* Maybe....

• I'm living in a fairytale and I'm the noble Princess, who saves the day! ...uh, if I have to really, really embarrass myself, I imagine myself tied up with someone who gives me lots of compliments, and pets me, and tells me that it's my turn to be loved now, after what I've given to others. Complete melodrama. Another common rescue fantasy I have is that someone sees how I have issues with many things and, finding me adorable, decides they feel affection for me and want to protect me and care for me and hug me etc. forever and ever. Yeah, what can I say, certain ppl's parents didn't do too good a job. Ah, yeah, and that person also sits with me and works with me to solve my problems. This would not be so lame if I hadn't fucked up my real life so that someone my family would start caring and come save me so I can know that I am a worthy being and someone cares that I hurt. Needless to say, I am talking with my shrink about all this.

• I always have to spell my (real) name.

• I want to die in my sleep.

• I have a strange laugh.

• If they let me, I can sleep 12 hours in a row.

• I wish I could transform myself into a boy every now and then.

• I dance in the rain and don't feel like a fool. not often though

• I have a favorite stuffed animal that I will not ever get rid of.

• I sing 80's hair metal songs into my hairbrush on a daily basis. Uh, not into my hairbrush and not on a daily basis, but I do know more Metallica and Iron Maiden lyrics than most ppl I know in the states.

• I have a speech disorder.

• I'm hopelessly attracted to men with long, wavy hair.

• I sometimes have the urge to take a shot of whiskey or open a can of beer at odd times in the day. but I don't drink.

• I have a weakness for guys with nice bodies. Who doesn't??? Though I suppose "nice" in my case means superskinny and hairless.

• I plan to move to another country at some point in my life.

• Ever wanted to be a certain fictional character. Well... given the sueage fandom is replete with...

• My dreams are so vivid, they feel real.

• I'm a huge geek, the comic-book and video game kind, not the smart kind.

• I can get jealous easily!

• My computer hard drive is pretty much my most valuable possessions.

• I prefer to buy CDs than download music, free or otherwise.

• I haven't had my first kiss yet.

• I have had teeth pulled.

• I listen to music in at least five different languages. Uh, now that I think about it... Russian, Bulgarian, Japanese, German, Swedish, English, Spanish, sometimes, French, sometimes.

• I think boys/guys/men are icky. Not b/c they are male, but because they tend not to groom themselves

• I prefer dim lights or candlelight to bright lights. depends on what I have to do and the mood i'm in.

• I fully acknowledge that I love lame jokes, because they're lame.

• I get happy when I buy food on sale.

• I can find beauty and something to love in anything around me. I've been working on it, and I'm getting better. It's hardest with people's bodies.

• I am desperate to find where I belong.

• I have nearly died more than three times in my lifetime.

• I am houseproud.

• I've suffered from an eating disorder. Uuuuh, not an actual disorder, but I have binged to deal with crap.

• I talk to myself.

• I adore bad horror movies.

• I slash every movie, tv show, band, song, book, I see, hear or read, even if there’s no one to slash the guy with and I have to crossover. Not every single one--but I did slash Finding Nemo, so I hope that would make up for it.

• I spent too much time on this. lol, no shit XD

• I think religion has hindered the growth of mankind more than helped it. Really really depends--on which religion, when, and in what aspects. The Buddhists' aren't that bad. They just sit around going OMMMM and bug people to be present and introspective.

• I've smacked someone with a dong.

• I've eaten something my native culture would consider disgusting and/or inedible. Yay, dog meat!

If you have too much free time on your hands, I tag you! XDDDDDDD