So, the following meme appeared on my friends page TWICE from both obseletevulture and purple_slueth . So, I decided to be nice and credit you both! Huzzah!!

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.

I Should've Known From The Start What I Was In For...
Something new? Oshiete. What's your dream?
I am but a farce, a satire of stability
I'm falling apart again, and I can't find a way to make amends
One-by-one they fall; two-by-two they will die
The boy done wrong again
I can see the tears filling your eyes, and I know where they're coming from
Never gonna be in the movies except in a front row seat
I don't practice santeria; I ain't got no crystal ball
Why don't you finish your home anymore, knock me up, and take my funk
Take a look at my girlfriend, cause she's the only one I've got
I can't believe it's been a year since a kiss of fear
Guess who's back, back again?
There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
We were neurophobic and perfect
Honey, just look what you've done to me
Shut your minds, cause I'm fine, then I die
In muddy grass, we stand side-by-side
Just hear me out; if it's not perfect, I'll perfect it 'til my hears explodes
Well, the tongue inside my mouth is not for sale
Target locked: a ruthless act.

That's actually a nice poem! lol

In other news...I'm in a dilemma. I'm eighteen, live at a dorm ten minutes from home, have had a license for over a year, and have no car. One guy I like is also eighteen, lives at the dorms ten minutes from home, and doesn't even have a driver's permit. He also doesn't seem to show much interest in dating me. The other guy I like is only sixteen (though he'll be seventeen months before I'm nineteen), lives at his house which is about ten minutes from my house and also ten minutes from my dorm, and also doesn't have a permit. Yet, he shows much interest in me.

Relationship with Guy A would be easier to maintain, as I can walk to his dorm building in less than five minutes and he knows a lot of my close friends, but I've been flirting for near a bloody five months and am fed up with it all. Guy B showed interest almost immediately and one of our close friends has dropped hints to me that I need to ask him out ^^, but getting to actually SEE him would be hard unless my mommy's nice and buys me that pretty green Beetle I've been begging for for Christmas. (please, mommy? i drive your car all the time and have never so much had a speeding ticket! hell, i don't even speed!)

I like both guys and would be happy to date both guys, but I'm worried that Guy A would just be dating me for the heck of it, and a relationship with Guy B would be restricted to phone, AIM, and Facebook and maybe an actual VISUAL once a week or so. I mean, my last relationship was long-distance (an hour away) and it kinda worked out well cause it took me seven months to realize what a homicidal/suicidal/nutcase Guy C was, whereas common interaction would have showed me that swifter. I think Guy C is off climbing trees in the woods currently rather than studying for his GED, and I'm not even joking about that shit.

But yeah, any advice?

And remind me to never rant about boys at 4am ever again. Especially after staying awake for 34.5 hours, getting 9 hours of sleep, taking two finals, and spending 6 hours sitting in a cramped dorm room watching Kevin Smith movies with five perverted boys. lol