1105 Th * up 6:35; W=197.2; drugs, nose, teeth; coffee @ http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1354314.html Kneeling Before Beauty * sort some of the 2009 receipts & switched to travel wallet (found in dresser drawer). Business cards and photos are a very tight fit. ! Wonders whether some of my avoidance is because I don't expect the way things actually turn out to be nearly as good as my anticipation...

What can I say? Dude touched a nerve. First see http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1354219.html Then my comment thread: http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1354219.html?thread=67598827#t67598827 What Ferrett said was fine. It was that wite_rabit dude. I think it wouldn't have been so bad if he hadn't used the words "parochial" and "closed-minded". I have a lot of flaws--tasteless joke-maker might...

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I wrote this yesterday but didn't finish--I still want to post it the night before my wedding, thinking still about all this, while so many people I love are here. *** It's very early in the morning on Friday, the first day of wedding celebrations. I can't sleep. I'm not really nervous, it's mainly that I drank two cans of Coke so as to stay up and arrange the reception playlist and make baubles...

1029 Th links, walk, zen, drive * up 6:20; W=198.6; coffee; drugs, nose, teeth @ np: http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1350423.html The Giniweasel Rules For Poly @ np: http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1350943.html The Vital Skill Of Jealousy @ np: http://theferrett.livejournal.com/1351677.html Crushing Dreams Since 1992 @ http://mirrors.kernel.org/ubuntu-releases/9.10/ Karmic Koala *...

Ruthlessly gakked from tamakin . You have to fill out a survey to get a result table like mine. Just follow the link at the bottom of the table if you want to. The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test Category Your Score Average LJer Community Attachment 18.28% You've got pals to cheer you up when you're down, but no audience to applaud you... Yet. 22.89% ...

For those that don't normally read The Ferrett, he's got a well-written post on Jealousy that is an interesting and useful read. Much thinking has, and will, occur on this. Writing may happen some time after that, but not likely knowing me.

1022-25 (Th-Su) OVFF ~ homework: observe mood in social situations. Anxiety, or something else? Didn't pay close attention, but don't remember feeling much anxiety. 1022 Th * up 5:10; W=176.4; coffee, drugs ~ try to be there ~5pm for the Fetal Puppy filk. Voting is Friday. * leave home ~6:00AM!! (Marty driving) Pack food (could leave at 6 with someone willing to come back and take YD to...

theferrett has some good things to say today on jealousy in poly relationships . A lot of what he says is in line with things I've said in conversations on the subject, which might be why I like what he's putting out there, but it's still a good read.

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