Hello.

This morning was good and alot of fun. I woke up and found that my parents went to my aunts house to continue fixing it up and they took Jag with them. So it was just me and kaiba. i ate breakfast and then played with her for a long time outside. just running around until i just laid down in the grass, closed my eyes and relaxed in the sun's warmth while kaiba plopped down beside me :). shes so sweet! it was so cute. later i washed my car..washed the dog..and just went out driving and to the mall just to keep my mind off of Corey.

As i was driving i saw corey's arch enemy :-X walking up the road in the 80degree..haha. then as i was at the gas station i saw a guy from my hs. he called my name and it took me a second to recognize him but it was corey surratt. we chit chatted for a few mins.. hes still with his gf for about 4yrs now and he asked me about corey.. i told him that we just recently broke up. then i headed to the mall to use my store credit for wet seal.. but as i walked toward the store i realized that it was GONE! idk where it went lol oh well.. so i went into the next store.. and immediately the song "Slow Down" by Bobby Valentino (me and corey's song) started playing in the store.. i tried to keep browsing for a couple more seconds but couldnt while that song kept playing. so i walked right out the store and right out the mall and went home... i think... what else did i do today?

 hmm anywho. so tonight i opened up to sophia and christina about what happ with me nd corey nd how my summer is going so far. it still hurts. i know with time ill feel better each day. but i feel like ive really lost my best friend. someone who i could once call at any time and tell him anything and everything is no longer there. i feel as if i shouldnt impose and call him 24/7 while hes trying to start up a new relationship with another girl. i do wish him the best and am still completely in love with him. damn i miss him.

Goodnight.