I fail at LJ, I really do. I've missed people's birthdays, I haven't updated properly in ages, and when I said in my last entry I was going to go and comment on entries and stuff as I caught up on everything - I haven't yet, I'm even more behind now ¬¬

I DO LOVE YOU ALL
:D



Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now:
10. I hate to say it, but I hope he doesn't get in contact with you before you go away - you need to get away from him, he's never treated you right, and it kills me that I could never tell you, he's not good enough for you, you deserve someone so SO much better.
9. I've had the best time with you the past couple of months - you've made me laugh so much I've ached for days. I hope what we're doing lasts, I'm not prepared to give up, and I hope you're in this for the long run too.
8. I really don't know what I'd do without you. I better see you loads this holiday or my brain might explode from withholding information ><
7. Please make sure that I see you this holiday, it's been a year since we really started to get to know each other, and I couldn't bare to lose you.
6. Just shut up about it/him already!
5. Please don't turn out to be an arsehole.
4. I have a feeling you're going to drive me insane this summer, I just need a break from you! I love you, but just, please!
3. I hope you don't realise how nervous I am when I see you, I'll feel like such a fool otherwise. I really hope you're as nice as everyone says.
2. I'm growing up and you need to accept that. I can't carry on like this, I need you to support me, not have a go at me all the time.
1. I hope more than anything that we can pull this off.


Nine Facts About Myself:
9. I hate myself quite a lot of the time.
8. But saying that, right now I have never been fucking happier.
7. I quote All Time Low around people at school, and they never realise... and I love it!
6. One of the reasons I like being a 'photographer' is because most of the time I hate being in front of a camera.
5. I have OCD when it comes to my iTunes.
4. I've owned a guitar for a year and a half and can play 3 chords.
3. I am terrified of fire.
2. I did ballet from age 3 to age 15.
1. I talk far too fast to be understood most of the time.

Eight Ways to Win My Heart:
8. Make jokes that are actually funny.
7. Don't judge me based on my music taste - you don't have to like it, but don't tell me it's all shit.
6. Give me a hug if I look upset.
5. Buy me a Yorkie bar ;)
4. Stand up for me.
3. Be nice to my friends.
2. Respect me.
1. Like me because of my flaws, not despite them.. :D

Seven Things That Cross My Mind a Lot:
7. Friends
6. All Time Low
5. Music in general
4. How I look
3. Guys
2. Money
1. The future

Six Things I Do Before I Sleep:
6. Check the computer then turn it off
5. Clean my teeth
4. Take off my makeup
3. Make a playlist on my ipod
2. Close my blind...
1. Get into bed ;)

Five People Who Mean a Lot:
5. Alice
4. Kate
3. Clare
2. My parents
1. Family

Four Things You're Wearing Right Now:
4. Jeans
3. ATL tshirt
2. A green sock
1. A black sock with rainbows on it (y)

Three Songs You Listen to Often (Currently):
3. What Would Your Mother Say - Rosalita
2. The Girl's a Straight-Up Hustler - All Time Low
1. Skinny Machines - The Brent Flood

Two Things You Want to Do Before You Die:
2. Be completely happy with myself.
1. Change someone's life.

One Confession:
1. I don't completely like the fact I'm happy right now - it just doesn't feel right.