first of all, i wrote down $250. wtf does this mean? :<

so lately i've noticed that i have a frikkin addiction with my phone. no, it's not OMG I HAVE TO TEXT EVERY 2 SECONDS!! it's more of a 'if i don't have my phone on me at all times, i freak out. like, i ALWAYS have my phone in my pocket at school, even though keeping it in my purse is much more safe concerning that stupid touch screen XD i can't sleep at night unless i know that my phone is right next to me. when it's not charging i hold it (because when it charges there's a screensaver that stays on, so i have to keep it upside down so i don't stay awake. i have to sleep in complete darkness and silence) when i drive it's on my lap, and i constantly have to check to make sure it's there. if i'm running somewhere, i carry it. i feel terrible if i don't have my phone! maybe i need to fix this... maybe i don't. i dunno XD

i also notice that i have a decreased want to talk to anyone in my family. this seems usual, but it puts me in such a horrible mood that i can't wait to go to school the next day. and then i just want to go home because i'm stressed at school about hobo things. i dunno what to do, this is such a vicious circle i've thrown myself into. i just want to leave for a little bit. get away from everything and know that i can be would be the nicest thing.. but i know it won't happen. siigh.

i wrote something about tired. yess, i'm very tired. i'm tired all the time. why would i write this? lawl

my arm was all cramped up yesterday. it sucked, because it really hurts and then i can't play piano. merrrr i was unhappy. this happens alot..

omg i want to watch kirby again. i hope that the people who sub it will start up again! i love kirby, no matter how kiddish it is or how hard the game is XD

i've recently learned of t.A.T.u. good band =] it's funny how much i like them concerning of situations that have come up lately. arrgh. ima make myself lunch for tomorrow so i'm not poor. JOSH YOU OWE ME MONEYS PAY UP my favorite songs so far are malchik gey, not gonna get us, all about us, and all the things she said. yaay for new songs!

hmm... i think this is it for now. i should really be doing homework again...