cant say much about life now..
my cables not reading my cameraaaaaaa... i dont know what to do.. i dont wanna lose my photos!
so im working an 8-6 job now.. sitting just across from mommy in her office, filing, labelling, reading, classifying. time passes quickly, but its so fucking mundane.
me and her, 2nd time in tht room, tears rolling freely.. it felt wierd and im not about to get used to it..we try to ignore the awkwardness but its there.. this time i learnt that its not always my fault. and she see's it..
so 3 more days before im on the bus away from singapore.. angeline says it would do me good.. tells me to cry it out.. she's a stranger but yet she understands.. she teared today..she felt my pain.. a total stranger..
i know my days ahead are going to be tough. but thats my problem to solve..
been checking out schools in houston and im a step closer to living my dream of make up.

all i need to do is submit my results and look for lodging.
too fast. way too fast. now i feel like putting that on hold.

so me and sib have not been spending much time together..
not long till the 31st, not long till the end.
i'm seeing him tmr and sat (: most definately when i come back ..

many times i find myself pitying my life..
i choose not to think of the future when it comes to human relations. i take it day by day. and thats working. its great.

i am extremly proud that for once in my life i can handle my own problems.
i getting used to carrying my own burden.
and the support from the people i love is wonderful.