so...i was supposed to be going to voodoo tomorrow with mary and drew. and i was so fucking excited
and saved up my money for bud just for that day...butttt now i can't go because of my psychotic mother. fuck it. also, she's drug testing me the day after halloween...i smoked last night, that means i have 9 days to get it all out of my system!? fuck!!! aaaand i don't think this party on halloween will work out so well anymore, considering miles can't sleep out and i can't smoke and my moms threatening to come "check on us every couple of hours to make sure we're not under the influence of anything" and if we appear to be, everyone has to leave. what the fuck.

oh, sarahs coming home November 4 but it's going to be so weird...mehhhhh. tonight should be
good though, going to Slidell when i get off work ;) too bad i can't smoke though, uhHhHh! this will be the longest 9 days ever, i can already tell.