There was a reason why I stayed friends with Sarah and Kelly for so long, even when I had so little in common with them. Something about the way girls relate to each other. I miss that.

I need girlfriends.

I have Ana. and my sister. and Sammie. and Emily. and Marlene. But none of them on a regular day-to-day basis.

It was wonderful living with Ana freshmen year. We got to hang out everyday and stay up late chatting and behave like girls. I miss sharing a room with her. She was/is my first real best girlfriend.

I have every intention of visiting Sara and Ana in Synergy as much as I can. And Thank God my room in Terra next year is sandwiched between two of my all-time favorite gals: Beca and Sammie. I think I love them more than they love me.

Not that the gays don't do it for me. But there's definitely something to be said for sisterhood that makes you feel more whole. I want to spend more time with my current girlfriends or somehow form new friendships with girls so that I can feel more whole.