Title: The Red Roses are... Melancholic
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 30.Melancholy(30emotions)
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Word Count :456
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited>> Lustful >> Pitying >> Distressed >> Restless >> Disappointed >> Grateful >>Envious >> Enraged>>Indignated >> Fearful >> Grieving >> Apathy >> Desperate>> Longing >> Compassionated >> Shameful>> Confident >> Rapture >> Malice >> Hatred >> Melancholic >> Amused




30 Melancholy
Ruki’s POV

I walked out of my room, lured by the fresh and delicious smell of a lovely prepared breakfast. Reaching the kitchen I simply stand on the doorsill, watching you carefully cooking what seems to be a damn lot of food just for the two of us. On the same instant I remembered how you used to cook breakfast to us all, since our rehearsals were too damn early in the morning to spare us anytime to eat before going to the studio. You were always the first one to arrive, a bag full of plastic recipient, all of them with lots of the always delicious food you’d make for us.

Things were good back then. Reita would always complain about the sweet things or the vegetables on his food, while Uruha would swallow his own in a couple of minutes, letting us all shocked on how much that damn slim guitarist of ours could eat so much in that little time. We would all laugh at his face while he would be poorly trying to explain that he was still growing up, so he needed as much food as he could get.

I shook my head at these memories, looking back at you, and the way you seemed so concentrated on your doing that you’ve still to notice me here. I liked the times back then, before he entered my life and fucked it so badly as to shake us all out of our feet. Sometimes I fell so sorry for having almost crushed us all in my own mistakes.

Still, moments like this one, when I look to you happily musing on my kitchen, letting a soft hum out of your mouth, only dressed in your last night pants and that pink apron you gave me last year (that I’ve never used), I know that no matter how much I liked it back then, nothing can be better than what I have right now.

Just then you notice me standing there, at the door and flashed me a smile, carefully putting most of the food on that same recipients you used back then. I gave you a look, as if asking you what you were doing with that, and you quickly answered me.

- Back to old days! What do you think? I may just have put a lot more vegetables on Reita’s just to know how he will react.
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You let an ten watts smile adorn your lips while winking at me and I could only laugh and return the same smile, heading toward my bedroom to fix me for whatever comes today on practice, silently whishing to hear our friends laugh again like they used to.





Title: The Red Roses are... Amused
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 1. Amusement(30emotions)
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Word Count :552
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited>> Lustful >> Pitying >> Distressed >> Restless >> Disappointed >> Grateful >>Envious >> Enraged>>Indignated >> Fearful >> Grieving >> Apathy >> Desperate>> Longing >> Compassionated >> Shameful>> Confident >> Rapture >> Malice >> Hatred Melancholic >> Amused




1. Amusement
Kai’s POV

I couldn’t suppress my own ghiggles on the moment we got inside the practice room. My hands ful of plastic bags lazely etwined with your. You were cleary trying to find somewhere to hide when uruha’s voice echoed trhought the room.

- Finally. I can’t believe in what my eyes are seeing ! God how much it took ?!

I let myself laugh freely at the correct accusation, just now realizing that maybe I was the only one clueless about how much we were longing for each other.

- You should at least told us what it all were about. Anything would be better than letting us cope with our own imagination, you know. It’s not always that the almighty leader-sama says ’no practice’ with that stern tune on his voice.

Aoi were clearly trying to cover his own giggles in an attempt to seem mad, obvious failing. I could see the smile in almost all of them. It was good, to know that no matter what, they were here for us. Out of the blue or not, I can say that they’re quite happy for us. That is, before I took on Reita’s features. Out of all of them, he was the only one to keep quiet. His eyes meet yours more than once, but he never spared me a glance, not even when I reached to give him his food. He only accepted it with a short nod.

I guess I should be worried, but a quick glance at you made me think otherwise. That is your place to approach him, to talk to him. He is you guardian, as much as I am, and is you the only one that he want to hear and to be voiced, so I gently take my place at the spectator on this one.

Fixing everything after our little breakfast session I looked at us, letting a soft smile adorn my lips. There you are, sitting in the couch with Uruha trying very hard to make you tell him whatever dirty secrets we may have, while Aoi tried his hardest not to look interested, again failing miserably. I chuckle, realizing how good it is to have everything back to normal. No one sulking on the couch and no worried glances passing over us, not more every one trying to pass away the uncomfortable feeling of things that everyone wanted to say but no one had the courage to. I like it far better this way, having everyone enjoying being together, talking freely without any secrets.

I have to say that this is far from the reaction I’ve expected. No surprised faces, no disgruntled questions just that glint in theirs eyes, dirty jokes and that unmistakable smile on their faces. I feel good, the better I can, right now.

I give one more glance at the other couch, looking at Reita again, just to realize that the sad and serious tone on his face had vanished, replaced by the same smile hold by the others. I still don’t know why he reacted that way when we get here, but whatever it was, I’m happy it’s not there anymore. I feel complete that way. Now I have you, and our friends back, how it should always be.



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I’m going to open an graphic journal. I’m unemployed right now and I have too much spare time on my hand. I thought about going and doing something useful with it.
The url is http://valuexofxpain.livejournal.com

I’ve already made 3 layout s2 based, so if anyone wants it, just go there and pick one. Probably most of the layouts will be Gazette/DeG/A9 for a while, but if anyone has a good picture that would make a good lay I would be glad to do it. For now I’m only using smooth sailing and flexible squares since I got a good hold of these css aspects.

can’t believe it’s going to end u.u” 2 more to go ^.^