Title: The Red Roses are... Confident
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 7. Confidence (30emotions)
Rating: PG
Warnings: none.
Word Count : 640
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited>> Lustful >> Pitying >> Distressed >> Restless >> Disappointed >> Grateful >>Envious >> Enraged>>Indignated >> Fearful >> Grieving >> Apathy >> Desperate>> Longing >> Compassionated >> Shameful>> Confident >> Rapture



7. confidence
Ruki's POV

The feeling of your hands all over my body, the soft lips caressing my skin and the soft murmur of your voice were making me light headed, as if for the first time I felt really cherished and loved. Without even realizing it, my tears have dried and replaced with soft moans every time your lips meet my skin. I felt your kissing going up from my navel to my neck, not even aware of my own movements, I tugged your hair up, facing you, and quickly crushing your lips on mine, needing to feel you more and whole.

Slowly I unbuttoned some of your shirt, leaving it partly hanging over your shoulder. God. Every thing I can sense is your smell, that fucking perfect perfume that exhales from you. That's pure addiction. My mind is probably trying to understand how we end up like this, one moment I'm freaking out on you, and the other, I'm straddling your hips on my messed bed, while you probably would have been trying hard to comfort me one more time. I can't realize myself from were I got this confidence that everything is going to be alright. It's just... like everything else didn't matter. Anything else has no reason to exist. I could careless if I would be broken in the end, or what the others will say. I wanted and needed to feel that whatever was born from us would be strong enough to deal with my fucked up mind.

I slowly undid all the buttons on your shirt, not even once letting go of your confused gaze. I could see the fear you were holding back, the feeling that I could freak out at any moment now and you already didn’t know how to respond. I softly kissed you, letting our lips touch each other for some minutes, trying to reassure you that I need this in the order to get over all the painful memories that lay buried inside me. I’ve wanted so much to be really hold, loved, just like you showed me you do, I want very badly to confirm it, to really believe that you want me, that you’re not disgusted by me , over the contrary, that I can turn you on, that I’m still desirable in your eyes.

I knew that you understood me in the moment you urged my lips apart, softly nibbling on my lower lips, and deepening the chaste kiss, holding me by my neck, like prohibiting me to let go. I let my other hand tug at your belt, letting you know that wanted it off, and then I could feel you tensing again. Were it any other moment I would have tensed as well, misjudging your apprehension on my own flaws, but now, looking at your eyes that clearly show me all your soul, I know that you’re just afraid of what it means to me, afraid that I’m rushing things that should not be rushed, and then my only response was a soft smile and the quick undoing of your belt, my skilled hands making the leather scrap fell over the other side of the bed. I left soft kisses over your cheeks and your now closed eyelids, feeling your breathing start to fail, becoming slight uneven with every past minute. I licked your parted lips, tugging on the bottom one a little, just before letting my hand go over yours, entwining our finger with deep care. I saw you open your eyes and look deeply into mine, biting your own lip in an urge to keep a control that I didn’t wanted you to keep.

Making my mind, I got over your ear, and after blowing some damp air on it I softly pleaded.

- Love me… show me that you want me. Please Kai.







Title: The Red Roses are...Rapture
Author: warumono_girl
Band/Pairing: KaixRuki (Gazette)
Theme: 24.Rapture(30emotions)
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sex, blowjob.
Word Count : 1.965 Õ.ô
Summary: Feelings shouldn't be kept locked on our hearts, by more than one reason.
Anxious >> Surprised >> Bewildered >> in Love >> Calm >> Excited>> Lustful >> Pitying >> Distressed >> Restless >> Disappointed >> Grateful >>Envious >> Enraged>>Indignated >> Fearful >> Grieving >> Apathy >> Desperate>> Longing >> Compassionated >> Shameful>> Confident >> Rapture




24. Rapture
Kai’s P.O.V

That made it. I didn’t understand it the moment your trade places with me, straddling my hips, and kissing me, slowly ridding me of my shirt. I had a feeling that you were pushing yourself too much, that maybe I shouldn’t have kisses you at all, because I really didn’t wanted you to try to grasp something that you weren’t ready. The feel of your lips moving with mine, the force behind the kiss you gave me then tugging me towards you would be enough to making me cross the invisible line that I’ve draw in order to not overdo it, to not crave you and need you as badly as I do now. I was so afraid to hurt you, to push you, that I’ve not realized how much you needed me to desire you, to lust over you. The moment you plead me to love you, I know I shouldn’t have hold back, because in some way, that was the last thing you wished, the last thing you needed.

I quickly laid you on the bed, switching places once again, hovering over you and crushing our lips once again, this time, more demanding, urging your tong to dance with mine, wanting not more than to hear your soft moans again. I kisses you face, letting my finger linger on your sullen lips, caressing them with adoration, slowly making my way to your neck. I gently bring my hands to your chest, simply feeling your perfect body under my touch, elating myself on the way your muscles tensed whenever I licks at your neck, or when I let my finger brushes over your nipples.

I kisses my way over your chest, leaving damp patterns over you body, letting my hands caress your whenever my lips wouldn’t be, nothing was more beautiful than the soft moan escaping your lips when I let my tongue drip in you navel, bringing my hands to undo the buttons and zipper of the same jeans you’ve wear since yesterday. I gently lifted you a little, just enough to let release you of the harsh fabric, hearing your breath caught on your throat the moment I let my lips touch the creamy skin of your tights. I felt you hand making theirs way to my hair, gently massaging it. I couldn’t suppress the smile that adorned my lips then. I lifted my head just to make to your, and I swear that I’ve never seen something as beautiful as you were now. You eyes closes, the earlier tears forgotten, the plump red lips slighted parted to allow your now harsh breath to escape, your cheeks adorned with a alluring shade of red. I felt my pants getting a lot tighter and at the same time my heart beating hard over my chest.

I got a hold of your hand that was nested on my hair and gently kisses you palm, letting some other couple of kisses over your wrists and delicately laying your hand down at your side by the sheets. I carefully tugged at the waistband of your boxers, letting my kiss adorn your stomach, and then quietly discarding you of your least piece of cloth, relenting myself some minutes to adore your fully exposed body, making sure to memorize every inch of it, knowing that it was the most alluring picture I’ve ever seen, your pleasure laced face, the messed hair, the creamy skin debauched with the wet trail of saliva I’ve let when kisses you body, your member standing proud of your manliness, your sexy tights slight apart, just enough to let me linger here, between your knees, letting my hands caress your abdomen slowly. I couldn’t suppress the groan that left my lips, desire rising quickly in me, realizing how much you trust me to me here, with you this same instant, trusting that I’m not going to hurt you like he has done. I hear you let a soft whimper, and I open my eyes again, without even noticing that I have closed them. You were looking at me, a pleading tune shown in your eyes, telling me in silence how much you love me.

I feel more than saw your hands reaching toward me, caressing me over my bare flesh, sneaking them over my chest and grasping at the waistbands of my pants. One of them came to my neck, urging me to meet your demanding lips, while the other one quickly lower my pants, together with my boxers past my hips. I tug them lower down, discarding them with my feet. I kiss your neck feverish, almost burning up with desire, wanting not more than to have you, your hands had made themselves to my back urging me down, pressing our bare bodies closer, touching in all the possible ways, tearing a harsh groan from me, our erections pressing together, making your shudder beneath me, with eyes deeply closed, your lips kissing over my exposed neck. You press up at me, releasing my neck to let a delicious moan past over your lips, griping harder at my self control, I bit hard on your neck, surprising even myself at the need to mark your, to make you mine. I hear you moan harder this time whispering words that my mind didn’t registered, pressing more fervently at me. I gently lower myself, leaving wet kissing all along, enlacing one of your nipples on my mind, licking at it and nipping gently, letting my hand wander over your hips, past over your navel, flicking light playful touches at your member, earning an urgently groan in response, making me grow even harder and fisting you slowly, stroking you lazily, bathing myself in the arousing sounds you make, feeling your skin burn were we touch, seeing you arch out of the bed, scratching my backs, pleading for more. Again your lips moved, forming incoherent words, but this time, my mind register some, making me moan back in return, crushing every last piece of my control.

- Please Kai… ah~n… take.. me.. please.

I kisses you fiercely, and looked at your black lust filled eyes, seeing you free your hands from my backs and rummage through the bedside drawer, bringing back a tube and putting it on my hand, kissing my knuckles gently, letting your tongue hover over them, making me almost lose my mind with desire. Without tear my eyes of you I manage to open the lube and smear some of it on my fingers gently letting them press over your entrance. I saw you nodding your head, and closing your eyes at the same time I let the first of my finger enter you, feeling how tight you were, and on the same moment imagining how it would feel to be inside of you, making your moan and struggle beneath me, without thinking I slowly lowed myself, being level with your erection, letting my tongue lat at the precum that have formed there, tasting you, and wanting more. I inserted another finger, hearing you hiss with minimums discomfort, and carefully taking you in my mouth, trying not to choke and allow my throat to adjust to you, this earned me a delicious moan and you arching yourself, making me almost choke on you. I brought my free hands to your hips, purposely holding you down while I worked myself up and down on your shaft, every time taking a little more of you, and keeping my eyes locked at the erotic image you were posing right know, hearing you freely moans, your harsh breath, uneven more and mora at every passing minute. I swear that I I has any less self control I could have come right then, seeing you like that, lost in pleasure, shoving yourself at my finger and them trying to bury yourself at my mouth.

I felt you muscles tense beneath my hand and knew that your were ready enough. Tearing myself from you, and getting my finger out, I heard you whimper in frustration, what made me kiss you hungrily on the lips fisting my hand at your hair and biting harder than before at your shoulder blades. You pressed up at me, pleading at my ears to take you. That got me over any rational thoughts and in no time I was at you entrance, looking at your for approval, and barely waiting more than one second after you resolute nod. I slowly made my way inside, being overflowed with the warmth and tightness of being inside of you, trying my best to calm the wild feeling of just wanting to ravish you right now, to take you hard, to trust deep inside you. I managed to calm myself, looking at you looking for any sight of discomfort. Your eyes were shut tight, your hands had an strong grip of my upper arms, almost like your were depending on me to not fall from a cliff. The moment I was fully on you, you opened your eyes, letting your breath calm down a little, I was doing the same, trying hard to stay still, trying to gain control over my desire, and almost getting victorious when you suddenly rocked you hips down moaning softly, and making my control crush right away. I groaned at you, crushing our lips together while pulling myself out almost completely just to trust in fully, setting an slow and deep pace, being fuelled by the whimpered moans you were granting me, feeling you clung to me, and meet my trust in perfect rhythm. We both knew from all the feeling build inside that it weren’t going to last, both of us wanted release so much that it almost hurts, and at the same time we wanted it to last forever, never breaking this beautiful sounds, the erotic movement of hips clashing together. I Hard you scream my name loudly and arch towards me in a harsh move and I knew I had found it, I knew that you weren’t going to last much more, and angling myself to repeat it every time, I reached with one of my hand between our bodies, grasping your member on my hand and stroking it fervently in rhythm with my trusts. You moans got louder and louder, making me loose myself in your pleasure laced voice, speeding up my movements in a wild desire to hear more of those sinful cries. I felt you tightening around me, your muscles tensing and them I felt you cum over my hand and our stomachs, crying my name loudly. I could only kiss you hard when I felt my own climax reaching fast, My hips jerking faster and them I sensed my muscles tensing and I could only bit at your bottom lip when I felt my own orgasm hit me, releasing myself deep inside you .

I stayed like that for some minutes, trying to regaining my normal breathing. I looked at you, your lips red from the bruising kisses, eyes slight closed, but still looking at me on a dazed and sated expression. I kissed you on the forehead, and your arms tightened around me. I could only hear you whisper on my ear.


- Please Kai, stay on me a little longer.


Your words and the look of complete love in your eyes made my hear flutter and I hugged you a little tight. That feeling I would never forget, the feeling of complete trust and happiness that you were exhaling right then, nothing would even compare to it. I though my chest would explode of joy, nothing could make me more happy to know that I was the cause to that look on your eyes.
I surely would never let you go, and you should know that.


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I suck at sex scenes u.u”
Still, I hope it’s readable ~.^
Sorry it took me longer than I thought. I’ve just claimed kyoxruki at j10ways and kyo muse didn’t wanted to let me go, even if Kai were doing his so called puppy eyes XP

Six more to go :)

God, it's 2:50 am, I'm gonna drool on my keyboard u.u"