the first time i came, it was while frantically fingering my newly discovered clit. inserting my fingers or an object inside of myself had made me feel very dirty, and that was hot, but i'd never been able to get off that way before.

my freshman year of college, i ordered my first vibrator off of the internet and had it shipped to my dorm. since then, i've owned several different styles of vibrators, focusing on my clit, but always hoping to eventually feel some pleasure from insertion.

after 9 years of being sexually active, i'm starting to reach a point where my boyfriend's cock feels really good inside of me, but it takes a lot of variation to keep me in pleasure. i still have to rub my clit in order to come, but his cock can work me up before it's necessary to finger myself for release.

i asked him to buy me a dildo a few months ago. unfurl girl's first dildo. it's a realistic looking 7 incher we call "pop pop." it's often too big for me at first. i have to work up to it, insert it slowly. i don't use it every time i masturbate. i haven't quite mastered it and sometimes it's too much of a bother. i enjoy using it, though, because i can experiment with it and not have to give instructions or make requests when i'm still not completely sure what i need.

and the dildo/vibrator combo is pretty incredible.