since giving up abstinence, I've been busy. Not that busy. I didn't count phone sex as breaking abstinence since that's like the same as getting off to porn practically, so not counting that means not counting cyber sex either, though I've done each of those once since my midnight visitor Saturday. Tonight I had in-person sex with CH. Last day I did that was the last day I had sex before going on the wagon. He hadn't talked to me since then, said he was depressed about his roomie situation but she's been evicted so life is good for him again. The sex tonight honestly wasn't that good, I even faked my orgasm which I can count on one hand how many times I've done that in my life. I was tired and not in the mood to instruct him. I may not bother with him again. I remember itbeingbetter - it's not like I was saying any sex even bad sex is better than no sex. Sometimes I'd rather have a nap. The best things about sex are the things you can't do for yourself. When those aren't good seems like it's not worth the effort.

I updated my ad on the adult personals site but I honestly can't imagine having time to meet new people right now, so I dunno why I bothered.

Cheerful tonight aren't I.