Everytime I wanna write somethin on this shit, I always end up blank.. I don't understand. I have soooo many things to say before I get on this. When I actually wanna post something or think of this shit to write on, I have so much shit on my mind but... now I'm actually on it. Aint shit to say.

11:11 just passed. How many people actually wish on that?
I do... Does that make me a believer? Naw, I'm a hopeful.
I'm into the whole self-interest shit, so I'll take what I can get...
And if getting is going to benefit me, then fuuuck yea, I'm on!!!
So, back to this 11:11 conspiracy... Many say it ain't real. 
Wishes never come true, right?
I wish for the same shit every 11:11. Actually, I wish the same shit.
On birthday candles, wishbones, shooting stars (I never really saw one), 11:11, eyelashes, dandelions, four-leaf clovers, man... anything I could wish on. I wish for the same shit.
Kinda helps the faith in believing in tact..<11>Cuz if I wish for the same shit and get it then I can believe in everything and continue to wish... I have no problem with that.
We wish for the shit we want most right? So I guess you can guess what I wish for with every chance that I get........
Self-interest + wisher = My wishes.

Many people wish for love... what for?
I always thought I was independent, never needed anyone.
I believe I still dont, actually. No offense to my significant other, but I've never felt like "needing" someone...
But I'm in one of those moods. My words differ when I'm in different moods. 
But my perspective has never changed...
Needing someone is wanting someone.
U dont want someone.. U dont need someone.
Yes, maybe you've guessed... Love has failed me.
I failed love. I failed myself... End of story. Maybe one of these days I'll elaborate on my experience...
As for now, you can wonder. Cuz you know what? That's all you can do. Ha.

Other people wish for money... what for?
They say the best things in life are free, right?
That's all I'm gonna say, cuz money...... is money is money is money.
Money makes the world go round...
Money is the problem... Money is the solution.
We all FALL into the trap, lies, deceit.
Man... people KILL loved ones for money.
/>Life insurance? Money is worth more than love, I guess.
But here comes the hipocrisy... I'd take a billion dollars over love.
ANYTIME.
Cuz I can buy my love online. Eharmony baby! or Match.com
Or I can call a partyline... that shit is free.

People wish for fame... So they can be all well-known and "loved"
But you know with every praise comes two criticisms...
Can you handle it? I wouldn't know because I'm not a celebrity. But we all hear about it.
Constant paparazzi. No1 likes a bad picture of themselves, I tell ya dat... Ha.
You wish for fame so you can get to know those who are already famous.
All the people u admired in that music video or in that movie or on tv...
Whats the use?
I think the younger Hollywood stars and all that r all on crackk, I mean they can afford all that shit
and they can afford rehab. and plastic surgery if they mess up something. Shit.
Fame = money. See the connect?

People wish for skills that will make them feel like they're on top of the world.
Smoke weed. Get high. You'll feel good and you'll have skills in your rich and lavish dreams.
Na, but people wish they had better athletic skills. A football player might wish for 4 touchdown receptions a game, interception every quarter, depending on the position... What's that gon do u? U wish for it. It takes out the HARD WORK it takes to get there. If I were you, I'd wish for motivation.
Damn... I need some. Then I would have went somewhere with competitive sports, but unfortunately, I had to put that to the side.
For a couple reasons. One being I have no motivation. I didn't actually grow up in a family that made me play sports.
That said I had to succeed. That was there for me for every game. Naaa.. They were more like do what you want.
Experiment. Don't get me wrong. They were proud of my accomplishments. But I know and wish they could be prouder... *sigh*

That just made me feel kinda sad... I lost to myself, but I didn't win........ aint that a shitty feelin?!

/>I dont know what other shit people wish for.. I think everything goes under money anywyas... If you want a house you can obtain one if you had money... You know where I'm going with this...

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