I have a midterm tomorrow that I haven't opened the textbook for -- oh fuck whatever I'll wing it with wikipedia and random previous knowledge --

Is this sounding familiar yet?

HAHAHA I think I'd be like a NERVOUS WRECK if I weren't just like MANIC all the time AAAAAAAAAA but I don't... really even feel bad. Or I do, kinda like man I should be studying, the textbook's right there, I haven't even looked up what's ON the test -- but I don't do it, because I'm also like all "LOL SCREW IT I CAN WING IT AND BE FINE BAHAHA" or something at the same time and it's a really really weird feeling like

"OH WELL LOL IF I FAIL I FAIL but i doubt i will but maybe i will and it'll screw my final grade but WHATEVER LOL man i should study but aaaaaaaaaaaa screw it GOING IN BLIND fuck yeah bring it on HAHAHA oh god what am I doing i havent even gone to this class since the first week LOLOL OH WELL whoo Allie's playing WoW with us -- "

Am I worried? Do I care? I must, or I wouldn't be posting this, right? (NERVOUS TENSION NERVOUS TENSION ITS KINDA HARD TO SIT STILL) But then why aren't I doing anything? (HAHAHA I DONT NEED TO CRAM IM AWESOME IM GONNA PASS ANYWAY IT MIGHT BE A C OR SOMETHING BUT I'LL PASS) Maybe I'll randomly study before class tomorrow (HAHAHAHAHA BUT THEN AGAIN MAYBE I WON'T)

AAAAAAAA

Sometimes I really think I'm crazy, even though I'm pretty sure I'm not.