Copy this sentence into your livejournal if you're in a heterosexual marriage, and you don't want it "protected" by the bigots who think that gay marriage hurts it somehow.

Ok now that that's all out of the way...

I am having a panic attack. Like for reals. I got the automated phone call from my doctor's office about my appointment on Monday and I am losing it right now. Like going bat shit crazy. Do I want to do this?? Am I nuts?? What is the matter with me?? Could BE any more indecisive?????