The Wallflowers self titled album was the very first tape I received when I was little. I found some old albums from the Wallflowers and am loving them all over again. I think I'm going to buy the new Jakob Dylan album Seeing Things tomorrow.

Been working constantly lately. Stacy bought me a WiiFit!! However, none of our televisions are hooked up. I think we're going to attempt to hook it up tomorrow and get wiifitting (made up word). Also, I've been studying 2 hours daily for the GRE. I'm taking it on the 23rd and I have NOT studied since....May. yeah...Basically I am applying to OSU and TU. TU is a small private school and it requires GRE test scores (at least 900). OSU does not require the GRE, instead they require a 25 page writing sample. Honestly, I figure if I do horribly on the GRE I will also turn in a writing sample to showcase my talent. Basically, I suck at standardized tests but I am going to give it my best and not bitch about it (too much :))


Tomorrow night I am going to this gender outreach (read: trans outreach) group tomorrow at the local GLBT center. I am terrified. I hate meeting new people. I hate the awkwardness of it. It takes me a good 3 or 4 meetings before my prized wit and humor come into play...ha. We'll see. Stacy really wants me to go so I can find people like me. Lately I've been feeling really alone and...distraught. Once my insurance cards come in the mail I am going to find a therapist and get on that. uh. life!

Ah yes...the house is coming along beautifully. I will be SO excited when its all done. Oh yeah Stacy adn I made candy apples tonight- SO GOOOOD.

Here's a little something to leave you with:

The Wallflowers- When You're On Top

I need a bed
That nobodys slept in
I need some air
Nobodys been breathing
I need a thought
That I can believe in
Is this fog
Or is the building really burning
I need you
Much more than ever
I'm making new friends
But none of them matter
Maybe now
We dont fit together
But youve got your arms around
No one but strangers

I feel fine
With the sun in my eyes
The wind in my hair
When Im falling out of this sky
Im doing better than I thought I would
But nothings ever as good
As when youre on top

I want to wake up
And just start running
Into a ditch
Or straight up a mountain
I want to get
Where no one's been gettin'
Make it deeper than hell
Or make it higher than heaven