I neer knew Tracy Chapman sang the song "Fast Car" until about a month ago. I just saw the "pop up video" on VH1 Classic. That song's always made me sad, but I haven't really been able to relate to it until just recently, the lyrics are so meaningful to me now. (watch the video, listen to the lyrics)

This line means the most to me:
"You got a fast car.
But is it fast enough so we can fly away?
We gotta make a decision
We leave tonight or live and die this way "

It reminds me  when I'm having a bad day and I talk to Sarah and she says something random and it makes my day brighter. Or when she and I are just driving (either in my car or her truck) being ourselves, totally in love. Its a great feeling that I wouldn't change for the world.

This one makes me smile:
"You got a fast car
And we go cruising to entertain ourselves 
I still ain't got a job
And you work in a market as a checkout girl
I know things will get better
I'll find work and you'll get promoted ...
Buy a big house and live in the suburbs"

it reminds me of Sarah and I am the lives we lead together. I'm the lazy ass without the job. :P

So I just saw  on a "Pop Up Video" fact that "4 out of every 10 American men have cheated on their wives" ...WTF?! That's why men confuse me beyond belief. If your marriage is relaly that bad, GET DIVORCED! How hard is it?! I mean I understand that some people don't because they have kids and what not, but still don't torture yourself or your significant other. It jsut seems like its not worth it..!

I want to invest in a corset, or some type of random cute lingerie. ( i don't even know how to spell the word) I just think itd be fun and out of my norm, some what. haha!

Halloween's in 2 days. I'm dressing up as a fairy! :D I'm much too excited for my own good!! :P