*I'm in a bit of a kooky mood, so I am going to do a potentially super long and mega personal entry.
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Ok, well you've been warned. So its summer '08. I'm now 19, still male, single, and quite attractive I do believe. I actually think putting more effort into my curling form when lifting weights is showing noticeably more definition and size in my biceps, which is totally what I have been hoping for. This only adds to my hotness, of course, saying this makes me sound full of myself, and it was funny when an anonymous person called me out online saying that I was full of myself and quote "Not as cool as I think I am". This is funny because anyone who really knows me knows that I'm never actually completely serious when I say anything like that.  I'm actually generally quite insecure, but acting like I think I'm hot and such is a way for me to exude some confidence, something I've had trouble with in the past, and generally when people get to know me they realize that when I make those kinda of statements I'm really fully believing what I'm saying. Not that I don't think I am at least somewhat attractive, but I don't think I'm God's Gift to everything and my ego could engulf the sun.

Not sure why I capitalized gift back there too, but I like it, so it stays. So yeah, its summer, and I'm single, oh my. Now, I generally despise being single, I get super lonely and needy and sad all by myself. But I think I should try to embrace being single and maybe learn to enjoy it if possible. At least for a little while, it should be good for me or something.
Maybe? If anyone has any thoughts on this, I would like them, as I'm pretty clueless.

I had more topics to cover, lets see..I haven't taken any new pictures of me or had any of me taken in too long. Gotta get some taken sometime soonish, for sure. I have too many clothes, at least too many for my room to handle. On of the reasons I'm anxious to move out of the house into a place near school when I get a chance. Speaking of which, next year will be weird. Living at home/crashing with friends should be kinda hectic, but thats okay, I'm starting to enjoy the lack of consistency. Living life to a schedule is so not the way to go, which also happens to be a reason I'm not in a hurry to get a new job. Just want to enjoy my time with no real commitments while I can. Plus, I have all these Wii games to play! Haven't gotten too far in Metroid Prime 3 yet, and those space pirates won't kill themselves. If they did the game would be kinda depressing, and probably too easy. Also my little sister got me some Fire Emblem game. It will be the first Fire Emblem game I've played. But from what I've gathered, its not too different from the old Shining Force games, and I frikkin loved those.

Ya know, it would kinda cool if my life was fictional, like everything I wrote about in my journal was about some alternate life I created in my imagination. Though, I don't know if I am imaginative enough to make a realistic fake life. But a sorta alternate world would be kinda cool, and then kinda creepy at the same time, at least if I didn't let it consume my own life, oooo, chilling. This is probably my longest entry ever so far. Not too shabby.

Well, tomorrow or today since its 1 am, I'm going to go shopping with my buddy Amanda, and I'm excited. I wonder if it's weird that I'm looking forward to shopping since I'm a guy and straight. Huh, well stereotypes are dumb anyway, tho I would still feel weird if I was a wrestler in high school and had to wrestle an openly gay kid, but when I think about it, I suppose its just the same as a straight girl who joined wrestling having to wrestle a straight guy. Oh well, good thing I never did wrestling.

Alright and I'm ending on that note. Today was a pretty good day.
Oh, also, I'm enjoying my alien smilies. They own, and I think they fit with my music choice even.