He's beautiful. He's wonderful. My saving grace. My rock.

I may be nothing more than a friend, but I always know where I stand.

He hasn't made me feel like this in months.

Like, I know he's my friend. We're only friends. Lol... I'm trying to set him up with my other friend right now.

But yeah, I got on the subject of the greatest kiss I have ever felt in my lifetime. It was just a kiss and I couldn't breathe. I couldn't stand up. I was shaking from the inside out. I still don't look at hockey games the same.

And he says to me... "I'm sure you'll have a better one in the future."

I know! I know! Because if it's not God's plan for me to be with That Guy, that means he has a better plan... and wow... I can't imagine, but I know it's gonna be awesome!

And he says the most amazing things to me to put my soul at ease.

And all I want to do is run up to him and hug him and cry and thank him.

My head is in the clouds and all I can do is just imagine what could be better than that kiss.

The feeling of love runs through my veins and I know that it's all going to be okay.

I will get my happy ending.

And this is the best I have felt in days.

Lol... time for sleep.