So me and my friend made up.
But now... even more drama in the family...


So it's been a couple months since my grandma passed away. A lot has changed but generally, coping with this entire experience is still strange to me. Sometimes, I behave as if shes still home, but I know shes not. Other times, I still get very emotional about it, but I rather not get to that (it's something i keep to myself).
Anyhoo, so lately my aunt has been calling my dad a lot and I think my uncle at times. Mostly nagging how my grandma's name has not yet been engraved in the plaque (it only has my grandpa's name in it). Yet, my dad is a bit outraged that they are nagging about this and they don't even bother to donate or divide the cost of actually engraving/adding the name. It's like what happened with the money that my grandma left behind? Well, apparently they are fighting for it! My aunt says that my uncle can't give the money because blah blah blah and are blaming eachother for being greedy buttholes.
Now this isn't everyone in my family. Just particular people in the family. Though what also pisses us off is that some of these people could've cared less when my grandma was alive. It's like honestly, you rarely came over, unless you invited us for thanks giving or christmas and youre expecting to get ALL the money. I don't care if i get money, or don't. I really don't want any of it and neither does my dad, but we think that money that was left behind could've been used for the burial expenses (the stuff we actually HAD to pay such as the engraving of my grandma's name).

Well whatever, not every family is perfect, but I just think this is disrespectful in a way. Again, im not refering to everyone on my dad's family being involved, just the ones that call and nag about it. I did nag about the name not being engraved, but really, how dare they fight over money that could just be spend on my grandma herself!
W/E I rather not get involved in that...


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On a brighter note, I hungout with Mariam today <3 which was really fun. We made Jon listen to Disney music such as HSM and Camp Rock! XD Oh man it was fun watching Jon slowly witheraway. It's like those anime scenes where you can see the little sperm-like souls go out of the characters mouth and float away like a balloon.

We had some food where the waiter was one of my class mates Taj. I haven't seen him in ages. Although he doesn't really hangout with my friend Chris, but I wish I had more to say to him. I was kinda at a loss for words...

I took some pics of them, but I dunno if I should post it on LJ. At the moment, i'm a bit lazy to upload all the pics one by one but I will perhaps on my next post. Actually, if you havn't realized, i've been posting more often. DONT ENCOURAGE THIS! I need to focus on my studies, but i feel like i've been getting a bit emo lately TT0TT
NEED ANTI-DEPRESSANTS!
J/k
Still, I've been getting a bit depressed a lot lately and a lot less motivated to do things... Any tips on trying to get back on track -0-
Midterms is around the corner and I need to get things done!

Anyhoo, here are some pics... stuff from my camera before it died. It's just a bunch of nature shots.

I think this was somewhere in pasadena when we took the wrong freeway. We took the "scenic" route.
I did some light editing on the pics because I was kinda lazy to work on it.

BTW I doubt it's allergies, but i've been a bit teary lately. I don't know why...hopefully it will pass...

The rest of the week should be worth looking foward to but I've been so blargh lately TT3TT. Well friday I'm gonna see my friends at UCLA and hopefully walk around the area and stuff. Sunday, I think I might meet up with my friend Michael whom I haven't seen in years as well . I'm uber excited about that. He wants to go to little tokyo so that should be fun! I wanna play para para <3


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Stuff I got...
I did get some stuff last week as mentioned in my last post. So here are some pics.

I got this neat half wool (left) but I had to change clothes today when I wore it because it was just TOO warm!
I also got this neat bear fuzzy charm thing from China Town for a BUCK!!! SERIOUSLY <33333

I also got the papaya soap also known as the "whitening soap". I don't know if it works or not, but I love using it because It leaves my skin all clean and silky XD So I guess it does work, I just have to learn not to stay under the rays of the sun for so long XP
I also did my nails with little heart pattern glitter things but no one really noticed... except my mom... T0T
I took them off now and I have plain fugly nails.

What's to come:
Um... not much..
School,
Projects for some people
more EMONESS
People (geez I need to get a MAN!)

That's all for now.

~~Oli


P.S I rarely listen to Taiwaneese music, but I just love Rainie Yang Chenglin. I don't care if you think her jellyfish red hair is fugly (not shown in this video) but to me it's daring and beyond awesome!
Anyhoo this is a very cute song and It's making me feel a tad bit better!
So... XP