I am so frustrated. 

I took another test yesterday.  One of those fucking Early->Pregnancy-Tests.com equivalent pieces of shit, and it looked negative at first, but of course I had to go check it later, and it definitely looked positive, or like a fucking huge evap line. 

It scared me enough that I took another one an hour and a half later when I had to pee again.  Negative. 

Then, I realized how silly I was for not holding it for 4 hours before testing again (to make sure everything's concentrated), so I held it for about 4 and a half hours and tested yet again. 

FAULTY FUCKING TEST. 

I could just bawl.  The control line never came in the whole way, there were lots of blotches over it, but yet again, that trusty "wtf is it" line was present.  Again, either a faint positive or another convincing evap line.  

The "evap" lines were in the same place on both tests... I compared them, so I'm sure of it.  The second one looked like it was a little darker (dye-wise, not noticeable-wise).  

I don't know what to do.  I'm dying waiting over here.  MyCycle says that I can test and it will show accurate results by now... pretty much any way I calculate it.  Since I'm not 100% sure of my cycle yet, it can get tricky.  But all "ballpark" estimates say that I could test by now.  

By my personal experience, period should show up tomorrow.  But I don't know.  I want to test again tonight, but I also want to use FMU.  Again, to be sure.  

God, I'd give anything for a First Response Pregnancy Test right about now.  I've had it up to here with these goddamn internet cheapy pieces of shit.  I'm going to end up using my last 4 within the next day, and then where will I be?  Still not convinced that I'm not pregnant, if that's what the tests say, because I'm a fucking psycho.  So I'm gonna go run my bank account further into the ground by buying more expensive tests because I won't/can't wait for another shipment of internet cheapies to arrive!!

GRAAAAAH!!