Or is it just the whole, I have a new job and a puppy and am trying to do a LOT more than I'm used to which is making me VERY tired and therefore EXTREMELY emotional?

It suddenly caught up with me just now as I finished moving laundry from the washer to the dryer.  I know I should go up and eat something and watch some shows on the DVR, but really?  I want to go up to bed and take a shot of whiskey some sort of sleep aid and cry myself to sleep.  That sounds very nice.

I've realized what with the five extra pounds of disgusting fat around my waist that I have been rather bad with everything lately.  I've been drinking soda (32oz!) every day, not drinking enough water, forgetting to take my pills (not for like months like before, promise!  Just a morning here, an evening there...a couple of three days there).  Sigh.  Which of course really doesn't help with the energy levels. 

And I don't have my Adriana to laugh with.  I'm surrounded by new people that I am just beginning to know.  And it is REALLY HARD for me to not just blurt out everything about me, but I am being very reserved.  You all would be very shocked and I hope proud of me for being not quite as forthcoming about everything to everyone.  Did I mention it's REALLY HARD???? LOL

And if only Fiona would freakin' TELL ME she has to go outside to pee!!!!  Gawds!  I feel like I am always mopping!  She is so quiet and sneaky about it!  Dang it!

Ok, that's my whining for this evening.  I really do love this new job, and the people are great...it is very similar to what I was doing before :)  I like Coors...excuse me....MillerCoors....and I hope that I can find a permanant position there.