BLAH! The thing I hate about depression is how the past year or so it sneaks up on me and I don't realize I'm depressed until I'm trying to do something and I realize I have no desire to do anything!

Why am I depressed? Because I can't get anything done. SO I SHALL DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT! This morning I am drawing, I'm doing my drawing, copying over bugs bunny and trying to find his shapes, develop a better sense of the anatomy of a character so I can come back from this brink and ANNIHILATE my classes with awesome projects.

I will come from behind and mess them up! I will be the student sneaking up on them in an alley in the middle of the night and bumping them off with mad skills, rifling though their pockets for spare techniques!

And I'm going to document this here. I paid for this damn journal on a whim a while ago so I'm damn well going to use it. And abuse it!

Since I have so much to do I'll document it, find everyway to keep motivated that I can, and make up any I need to on the side.

I feel a little more motivated, a little less depress, already.

TO DO:
-Novel (s) (I should start working on finishing the other 2 so that I can practice my writing skills)
-Projects (Oh god so many)
-Structure Project
-CSS Project
-DVD menus
-portfolio stuff
-animation class
-Daily drawing (Done for today)
-Twitter updates (I'm doing a twitter novel about a time traveler)
-Learn Flash (I want to make something for Whirled)
-Update dA (Maybe suscribe if I start using it again)
-Get 1 character to level 70 in WOW (I've had the damn game pretty much since it came out. But time I get a character past level 34)
-Comic (I have to finish 12 pages before December 13th)
-Clean and organize room (Partly finished!)
-Go through computer stuff
-Finish Watching Stargate SG-1 (up to season 4 so far)
-start running my 4th ed campaign (Not for a while (DND natch.))
-Work on other projects.
-Find internship
-Sort out headspace
-start meditating and image streaming once a day
-Martial arts hour a day (focus and discipline!)

Cheerio. I'll post later for what I get done today.