REPETITION...my night life as become a repetition of the same bars, the same ppl, the same dances. I need a release from all of this sometime soon or I will go to pieces. I've come to notice one way that ppl become alcoholics. Its the lack of interesting things to do, so they stick to that same ol fun of the bottom of the bottle. My friends say try something new, do something different. These are the same friends that do the same dull thing every weekend of sitting around and playing ___________(the games are endless, cause XBOX won't ever stop making games). So then I'm stuck with that advice, with my out going friends who are krazy and wild. This also showed me how ppl get on drugs, and all their friends wonder how and why. Not to say that I will be the one to pop pills to kill time, but I'm running out of fun stuff to do.

Also the repetition also comes from being in college for five years. I go to class, go eat, go workout, then sleep. On the weekends, I either drink, hang, or study(or things that seem like it). College is the gateway to new opportunities, but once you've done all you feel okay and morally correct about, what next...I've hung out with ppl from every continent, experience different races, part taken and different events, and even run nude. I will admit that I am still learning new things everyday, but only bout 10% is in the classroom. I guess I just need a release...