Hellooo 

It's my 19th birthday tomorrow!


You would think that in practically all situations, you would be excited and jumping with joy....well no.

It's gonna be so crap this year. People are going to forget. They'll only remember because stupid F**king Facebook tells you on the day! So thankyou very much stupid F**ckers who "remember".

I have no plans of anything to do. Not because I'm lazy, I just don't have andy ideas and the only idea I did have has just fuzzled out because my parents won't let me have the house to myself for a while. AGAIN!!! I can never get the house to myself so I can invite my mates round and do whatever we want! We are limited to my dining room which is cold and boring. I'm gonna be 19, I think I know that I have to look after the house!!

I've been asked to come pub because people are going anyway. I'm sorry but going to the pub isn't very birthday like. Yes, if you are going to be 18! But...grrrr! It will just seem like a normal Friday if I did go. But I don't plan to go for that reason.


So yeah, my 19th? Don't bother. Gonna be another normal day. 



Oh yeah, I've had to re-schedule my fashion shoot as Pete's away till Sunday night and Simon's ill. In a way I'd prefer it to be another weekend because I plan to get wasted. Either on my own tomorrow or on Saturday with people if we do something.


Oh yeah another thing. I was invited to go pub last night by Sam. He'd invited Hannah, Andrew C and me. Andrew T was working there so he was there already lol and Hannah couldn't go because she had a gig, which I hope was awesome! Andrew C said he wasn't going so it was just going to be me and Sam.

....20 mins later "I'm not going Tavern now actually", Sam. I asked why and he said "Cos it's effort...N I went Tavern last night aswell" I jokily moaned at him and he replied with "U should still go"..............WHAT? ON MY FRIGGIN' OWN?? 

Duuuuh. Ghaye...

I swear Sam and Andrew don't want to see me and Hannah anymore. Every time we've asked them of they want to do something this week, they've both said yeah, then said no.


As you can probably tell, my day has been rubbish.....going pub on my own.....jeeeze


Anyway I'm off
Bye bye

xoxo