The first weekend of the new school semester. First thing's first, its time to get work done! LOL! Shouldn't be much of a hassle though, just a LOT of typing to do. Its to early too early to say, but i think my group should be quite awesome. Fingers crossed, but let's work this out everyone! (:

Went for cell last night, AND I WAS LATE! Ops. =X Kenny asked me to sing in front of everyone at cell!! I went 'AHHH NOOO...'. I felt so unprepared, so nervous, so...unconfident, at all. But i'm thankful, because i could feel the love, i could feel all of them spurring me on, believing in me. I finally plucked up enough courage, and started singing. =)

 

The girls told me they wanted to cry. Haha..is it really true? Was i really THAT impactful? I never knew..i really never knew God gave me such strength. Yes, my faith is as small as a mustard seed, but God has really shown me. With even that small mustard seed of faith, He showed me it could move mountains. Or in this case, it could possibly touch many hearts.

I cannot express how grateful and thankful and blessed i feel. I have people who really love me, who put effort into me, who care so much for me, and have so much more confidence in me than i have in myself.

The results aren't out yet, but Kenny says to have faith. I know it won't be easy. 80++ people, and only 10 out of SOOO MANY to be chosen. The lady said you'd have to be really, really good in order to get picked. They believe that i'm good, and perhaps, good enough even. I have to believe that too. Thank You,Daddy, for this wonderful gift.

In cell, Kenny mentioned something from the Bible.
"Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. "
Its funny how some things don't change, after soo long. THe moment that was mentioned, i thought of you. Somehow inside, i know you'll be proud. I know you'll be rooting for me, even if you NEVER show it ever again. I might be wrong, i don't know. But that's what i believe in, somehow.

I really want to thank you because without you, NONE of this would happen. You shown me what i was, and what i could be. I realise that it is true, that everything happens for a reason. For some reason, i still want you to be proud of me. And i believe, you will be. What the real reasons are, perhaps i'll never know. But thank you. There's no where else i'd rather be now.

But, right here, right now.